MYSTORY .

1:04 AM Thursday, November 05, 2009

`` Old Sickness -

BAHHHHHSSSS !

My old sickness is back. Stomach is hurting like mad again. Medication does help but it's just to reduce the pain and not totally. It's not miracle anyway. =P

Cant't move. I can only stay still. Otherwise, it's gonna hurt like mad again. I hate it when it comes to this kind of pain. ACIDITY ! The feeling of needles poking in ur stomach. Okays ! Shall not rant any further.

I'm tired but I can't sleep.

The pain is making me cranky .

RAHHHHS !

" Getting busier & weaker each day.

I need STRENGTH ! "

1:04 AM
Signing Off, gerrx.

7:12 PM Sunday, November 01, 2009

`` The Climb -

In every obstacles you face , it will just made u grew stronger.

Becos there's always be another mountain you gotta climb whereever you go.

It's always okay if you lose your battle. Most importantly, you learnt them all.

Never give up in whatever you do. You gotta be strong & push it all.

And that what makes it a success.

" I may be tired...

But I'll perservere ! "

7:12 PM
Signing Off, gerrx.

6:02 PM Sunday, October 18, 2009

`` 辛苦 -

Without hands , you would not be able to clap.

Initially thought that everything is going back to where we were.

But now , it's shaken once more.

I'm starting to wonder if he's really the one who I can rely on ?

The person who can give me the secure ...

The person who understands & know my needs..

Today , it has come to the point that , I'm exhausted with the things that is going on now.

My heart is struggling .

I'm suffocating .....

I'm drowning ....

好辛苦。

心好痛。

有时，真的好想放弃。

" Maybe we've never understand what we want .

Maybe the problem still lies in the same place all along . "

6:02 PM
Signing Off, gerrx.

9:29 PM Friday, October 16, 2009

`` Different -

Things felt so different once you are in another dept. Colleagues were right & I do agree with them. F&B is a place which tortures you physically.... while Front Office is a place which tortures your mind the most. That's why I've been getting tired easily these days.

Today is the fifth day in my new dept. Slowly trying to adapt the changes. People there are nice , teaching me patiently despite the mistakes I made. But I know I definately have to learn everything fast. Day by day I feel my stress load is arising ...

Oh wells , just gotta hang in there & be strong.

" Sometimes I felt like crying ...

Sometimes I felt like giving up . "

9:29 PM
Signing Off, gerrx.

7:53 PM Monday, October 12, 2009

`` Hello , Front Office !

Reported 10am in Front Desk. Did nothing much by just reading notes and some paper work. Ms Susan , the FO manager brief-ed us some things to be taken note in the hotel. It was definately a hell-lots to learn. And now that I'm in reservation dept , I need to learn my rooms well to sell. Gotta start studying tonight ! hahas.

I'm starting to miss my F&B mates . Visited them in the afternoon & I felted so welcome. (:

Waiting for them to send me the photos so that I'm able to upload them. Heehees !

Anw, I wanna thank to those who msg me in the morning just to wish me on my first day in FO. I was deeply touched. It was really sweet of you all .

" Viewing my phone umpteen times.

Hoping that person could be you .

I received none in the end .

It strikes me through. "

7:53 PM
Signing Off, gerrx.

10:59 PM Friday, October 09, 2009

`` A Brand New Start .

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My long-distance cousins bought me this dress & I've decided to wear them on this day.
Today would be a brand new start for me ... Everything new. (:

I'm no longer wearing the ring but it would be hang around my neck with the necklace u gave me.
To know, my love for you will always be there.

Went off to Gallery Hotel & dine in to Zenden to have dinner with all the Trainees. It was a nice gathering with lots of catch up & fun. I really miss the times we all had together as trainees. Crapping , fooling around in restaurant. We even played games and joke around when there were no guests dining in. We learnt & teach as one.

It was oktober fest season from Oct 1 till the 11. Thus, our restaurant was promoting German food & Erdinger Beer. I should say the white beer was really good. It suits me but I didnt wana drink. I haven't been feeing well these days. Starting to develop cough and my acidity sickness is acting up again. ):

Anw , Dinner was great ! XD

A BELATED BDAY PRESSIE FROM ZH TO KELLY

Guess what ? Most people would just buy a wrapping paper to wrap a gift right ? But this girl uses ribbon to wrap a present. Hahs ! How unique could it be.

KELLY & ZHIHUI

US WITH ERDINGER HAT

- salim , kelly , me & zhihui

Not forgetting it's a Friday night . Which means , there will be an Erdinger Model to promote the German Beer. How could we miss out her ?! Hehs.

LUCKY NICK WAS BEING SURROUNDED WITH GIRLS.

Bahahas !

Enough of group photos , time to open up her present !

THERE SHE GOES UNWRAPPING

ROUNDS & ROUNDS

OKAY ... FINALLY WE ARE SEEING SOMETHING ...

( see the green colour spot ? )

SEE THE ROLLS OF RIBBON

heh ! heh !

ALMOST DONE !

( keep on rolling .. rolling ... rolling .. )

TADA !

- a personalized drawing by Zhihui -

It was a waterproof camera with diving of not deeper than 3M. I should say , the name she drew, was beautifully done.

After which , we went to have Gelato ice cream after dinner and walked around Clarke Quay area. Time flies & it was getting late. Had to work morning shift tomoroow. Therefore, I left at 9.30pm.

Next meet up would be on Monday & I'm looking forward to it. (:

Just a day more & I'll be leaving F&B.

Hello ! to Front office.

" All along , I have been deceiving myself.

Even if I can't , I had to. "

10:59 PM
Signing Off, gerrx.

11:12 PM Thursday, October 08, 2009

`` I'll be strong .

Sometimes , things turn out to be so unpredictable ...

By the time you realise when things go wrong , things do change .

Therefore, we both came to this decision ...

To leave & have a break from each other for the time being .

I guess that would be the best solution for now .

When time is up , we may be gone forever or be back again .

We won't know . Will let fate make the decision for us.

I may be utterly hurt right now & it's hard for me to stand up .

But I promise , I will strong & move on with my life.

Whenever you see GERADINE ,

You will still see her smiling always . (:

" I'll wait till the day you return.

My doors are open wide for you whenever you are in need. ily. "

11:12 PM
Signing Off, gerrx.