" Give me a portion ,
Wednesday, May 28, 2008
" Give me a portion ,
Monday, May 26, 2008
Wednesday, May 21, 2008
Being in this new restaurant is totally a new environment . The things here are pretty different from the ones at Charcoal . Awwwws ~ It takes time to change . Oh well . Did pretty few stupid mistakes ytd and I was the Captain somemore . Blur me . Many ppl did minor mistakes too ! But it's okay ! It was the first day & I will improve !
And today is my OFF day . Not a pretty good start actually . I had my nightmare & basically I was feeling really weak . I know my dear needs me so I went over to fetch him & sent him to work . Wanted to go out initially but I had to cancel . I can't go on anymore . I really need to rest .
Not to worry , Geradine will still be strong no matter how much hatred her life would be . (:
Monday, May 19, 2008
Happy 1st Year to Ashton Baby Boy !
His new toys
He sure LOVES it !
Grandpa & Grandson
Surpirsingly , this boy loves to listen to hokkien songs ! =S
But I really need you guys understand that ,
It's not that I don't treasure you guys .
It's not that I don't appreciate your help .
I really do .
I really felt so lucky & bless to have you guys around me .
Its the mentally tortured that its happening to me .
You guys have never gone through that much with the same problem I have.
So you guys will never understand .
You asked me to be strong .
Yes , I did .
I was being strong all these while .
I have always look on the positive side .
However , there's always a limit .
If things just keep coming to me almost everynight.
Tell me how am I going to lead my life ?
I'm really feeling very terrible .
Like what darling ping told me , mayb she shld just give me morphine & just numb it .
I rather to be numb than to feel all these pains .
Anw , don't get offended what she said . She's just joking . (:
So what if I have good family , good friends & good people around me ?
You guys may feel envy .
But you can never imagine the mental torture that Im having .
No one can save me but to only give me moral support .
The only one that could really save me is " God " .
That's all I can say .
" I do not know what my life will be for now .
I will keep hanging on till the day I die . "
Tuesday, May 13, 2008
I have not catch a wink for 48 hours .
From then on , all my pains , my hurts , flashes back to me once more .
My bad past has returned .
Why do you have to do this to me ?!
what have I done to received all these pain ?
My life is beginning to filled with hatred .
Seeing me smiling & joking away does not mean I'm fine .
I'm still strong & I can handle it my own .
" My life is no longer simple as it is .
Sunday, May 11, 2008
Now , here I am , wishing all the beautiful & wonderful mothers around ....
" HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY ! "
Sad to say , my mom is in Malaysia right now . So , didn't manage to celebrate with her on the actual day . But the kids did an advance Mother's day celebration on tues ! (:
Went to have dinner at Chinatown with my sis-in-law parents as well & we celebrated together . The kids did the treat . xD .
" Although you are not in Singapore right now .
But always remember ,
You are the mom the I love & treasure always .
It's a blessing to have a wonderful mom like you .
The one who has always been supporting me and picking me up when I was down .
You never let me fall .
I LOVE YOU MOM ! "
Gonna rest at home for today . Been really exhausted recently as I had been working full shift . Headaches & Giddiness are occuring to me . I guess I had over-exert myself . Hopefully I would not fall sick till my exams are over as I do not want to do any more MAKE-UPS ! =S .
" Give me the strength .
Bless me with a healthy life . "
Friday, May 09, 2008
050508 , Monday
View from the SKY RIDE
I appreciated it alot .
But every moment , every sec ,
As long as you are with me ,
Is a precious memory to me .
Thank you so much for everything .