`` ShoppingSprees ; Scariest Audition Ever !

2 DAYS OF SHOPPING SPREES

050109 - O60109

I had two days of shopping spree with my darling Sim.
In total I bought :

• 1 Pair of Jeans
• 2 Pairs of Shorts
• 1 Dress
• 3 Tops

SPENT AN HOUR WAITING FOR HER TO BE READY
( -___________-" )

LUNCHIE AFTER HER EAR CANDLING AT BK
( Day One )

LUNCH IN HK CAFE
( Day two )

I'M LOYAL TO MY STRAWBERRY MILKSHAKE

SHE'S LOYAL TO HER OREO CRUSH

OUR BEVERAGES

OUTSIDE LUCKY PLAZA

( Accompanied her to load her Ds games )

LAST DESTINATION : MARINA SQ

MY SPREES

I'm left with handbag & heels ! Shall shop with mommy on Saturday. XD .

No more spending on apparel items already . I have more than enough on that. My online goods have arrived. Just in time to wear it for CNY after waiting for about 2months? LOLS !

Ping asked me to look at En's blog. Honestly speaking, the feeling in me was rather down. I felt "bu shuang" by the way she typed. I felt mistaken by the way she thinks that shopping seems to be more impt than meeting her. But the truth wasn't being this way. I thought she could spend more time with Rei. Never did I expect to turn out like this. And one more thing ! I have never intend to fly her aeroplane. I dont feel that this is consider flying aeroplane either.

DarlingEn, if you are unhappy please do tell me. Don't say such things. It really upsets me alot.

Anw, I can't say much either. It's her blog. She's free to type whatever she wants. Blog is just like a journal in people's mindset. I have talked to her about it & she said becoz' she got influence by her bf's sis blog. >.< " . So , yeps ! I shall not brood over it anymore. Small matters. Mis-communications was the answer.

" I thought this could end.
Unfortunately, it happened again "

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070109 WEDNESDAY

Before I start my entry , I just wanna wish .....

SAYANG ! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU !

- if you are reading this .

You have turned twenty ! One more year to go to holding your key ! I miss you plenty.

Much Loves !

I will always remember her bday. Why ? She is just a week earlier than mine. 7 days . Boohooos ! Days are getting nearer and school is starting soon. I got my timetable already. Really hate those subjects. Thinking of wearing homeclothes really got me headache ! Why can't they just stick to wearing sch-uniforms ?!

Darling came over & bought me lunch .

Watched Open Seasons 2. It was a lame , stupid show. But nice !

Then , we went into my room. And started my practising for the audition . MF called me at the very last min the day before. I had not much time to prepare. Its the last session. So , I gave it a goal. Sim gave me advises to improve. - thanks darling .

Time to take a break ! Played Raving Rabbits TV for awhile before I got myself prepared.

MY HAIRSTYLE

MY X'MAS PRESSIE

( It's just a show. Coz' I chose my own gift . >.< )

SHE HELPED ME ALOT FOR THIS AUDITION

( I owe u one darling ! My agreement to you . I promise ! )

Left the house & took 145 down. Went to register with Wewe ( receptionist ). Test the CD & waited for my turn .

KEEPING MYSELF CALM

Awhile later , I got in. I felt so lost , so stunned. I didn't expect to have 3 judges. And they are those Big Shots ! 1 professional photographer & a videographer. About 5 to 6 audiences. This was my first time experiencing sitaution like this. I thought it was just 2 judges listening to me. Never did I expect to turn out like this. I was pretty shocked !

Nevertheless, I sung my best. Didn't manage to hear myself or the music. I guess, I didn't do pretty well as I expected. Even darling said so too . One of the judge even asked me if I prepared a female song too. I said No to her. Well, I could have sang it without music . I was too lost to do anything. Anw, it's over ! I can't turn back. It may turned out to be a disappointment. But, I wont hold that for long.

An scary experience , something to learn in return. There's always a first time in every person's life. Most importantly , we learnt & not repeating the same mistakes again. I learnt mine. I don't pinned any hopes in entering this audition. Of coz' it would be good if I do. Hahs ! Rahhs ~! Who doesn't ? I'll wait 2 years later if I don't. I'll keep on trying. Just like my teacher. She does that too. And look how is she now ? A successful vocalist trainer ! (:

FILLING UP THE FORM BEFORE I LEAVE

MY SCHOOL

Sim had cravings for Rojak ! So , I brought her to Maxwell market . Unfortunately, the store was close. Then, we walked to Chinatown instead. There's another nice Rojak stall there.

CNY DECORATIONS

Sigh ~! It closed too. Oh wells, seems like she's not fated to have Rojak today. Hahs ! Bought Bubble Tea to satisfy our thirst. I love the milktea there. The best one ! (:

She decided to have porridge in the end.

ON OUR WAY BACK TO BUS STOP

So lucky of me to have spot a Gallardo Spyder on the road in Chinatown.

Alrights ! Today is gonna be the last day of meeting her before my school re-opens. Though I'm gonna be real busy after my school starts, but I'll definately fork out sometime for her. CNY days perharps? Or mayb, the 'O' lvl results day. - I will be there for you darling.

Thanks to those who gave me encouragments before the audition starts. It meant alot.

- Ping , Jiening, Doreen, Dear & Gen . ( hope I don't miss anyone out. )

HOME SWEET HOME

"I'm just deceiving myself afterall .
The truth was , I wasn't happy. "

``DarlingsMeetUps.

It's been quite a long time the three of us have last met up. We faces many downs but nevertheless, we solved it again.

The 3 of us met up in Bugis. As it was weekend , many adults were not working. The market street was really packed with people. 3 of us had to squeeze our way through. Didn't really bother walking along the aisle. So we went 2nd level instead. In the end , both darling En & bought a pair of $10 slippers. (:

Then we headed to InterContinental to use their toilets.

And off to Fish & Co to have our dinner . Food was awesome ! yum yum !

So sweet of Darling Ping to give us a surprise . An advance birthday gift . - thanks sweets ! I'm really touched to receive those gifts . Mwahhhhhhs .

Headed to Marina Square after dinner. Went to Chill at Starbucks .

BOUGHT LARGE SIZE & SHARED

( treated them coz' all thanks to them I got urbanmale slipper discount )

NO NO ! PING IS NOT ALLOWED TO DRINK !

( She's a water bucket )

BOOHOOS

( Can see , no touch ! )

ANOTHER SURPRISE FROM PING AGAIN

Yes Yes ! I know I'm turning 20. But I'm never gonna admit that till my bday arrives. I'm gonna spend my 19 years fruitfully before I turned " 2 " . (:

I LOVE YOU DARLINGS !

" No more quarrels .
No more seperations. "

`` 2009 !!

311208 WEDNESDAY

Accompanied darling Sim to SimLim Square to get her DS games loaded . Before meeting her , she took ages to get herself ready . -______- "

WHILE WAITING FOR HER
( For almost an hour )

BORED BORED BORED

Phone Rings * Finally she called !! I happily left my hse & board bus 61 with her . Grrrs ~ ! I really hate that SimLim shop . The more I entered it , the more I hated it so much . Anw, I swear I'm not gonna buy things from there anymore . ( Darling knows what's going on . )

As both of us were thirsty , we walked to Bugis mall to buy drinks from there . Because , the market was packed with many people ! And you know , I really hate crowded areas .

The drink was mostly filled with ice more than the ingredients . Darling was basically forcing herself to drink it in to avoid wastage.

Then , we passed by this neoprint shop . There she goes telling me that " it's a brand new year ! So lets take a neoprint ! Also , we havent been taking neoprints for a long time . " I rejected at first . Firstly , it's not cheap taking neoprints now. It cost like $12 ?! Where I can just take digi cam , snap & edit it . But the only thing is that , neoprints are cute ! Hahs . Secondly , my dressing was really casual. After my explaination to her , obviously she doesnt give a damn at all. She pulled me in , die die also she have to take ! Thus , I can't reject anymore but to give in. Ohs ~ she treated me in the end becoz' she received bonus this month ! (:

We left about 5pm as I have to rush home . Having a family countdown at my aunt place. And also , to prepare those " gate crash " ingredients for my cousin's wedding the next day.

" Another year ..
A new to face . "

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010109 THURSDAY

Happy 2009 !

Happy New Year To Everyone !

Its a brand new year , its a brand new start ahead of life . All I wish for is God to give me strength to be strong , to face those obstacles that are gonna arrive soon . (:

Alright , sis-in-law & me left the hse at 830am for tea ceremony.

The bride was as beautiful as a swan.

The groom was as handsome as a prince.

Let me tell you , its the coolest wedding I have seen so far . The photo & videographers were really good . That's why they were called professionals ! Hahs . Its hard to describe the scene. But the filming was spectacular ! awwws ~ I just love weddings . So sweet !

RETURNED HOME

THE NAIL I DID TILL 3AM THE NITE BEFORE

Rested for abt 2 hrs at home . Then got myself ready for wedding dinner .

WHILE WAITING FOR MY DAD TO FINISH USING THE TOILET

DONE !

( took it in a rush )

MY HAIRSTYLE

Headed to Oriental Hotel . ROM started at 6pm & wedding started at about 8 plus or so . As the married couples marched in , the bride's long gown covered the aisle. It was really beautiful. Ladies really look best when they wore those gowns.

Was wondering when would it be my turn ? 5 yrs down the road probably ? Geeees ! Can't imagine when that day arrives.

Went home midnight after settling the bills & the groom. He was really high & 1/2 drunk though he was still alert.

" I know, I know I have to stop .

But it just keep coming . I'm unhappy . "