` Lil- Bits & Pieces..

Dear Blog,

I know I've been missing & not updating most of the time.

Time is a major factor for me.

I was gone, once fallen. But I'm glad I've picked myself up again. (:

A little bits & pieces of updates...

1) LOVE

I'm back, falling in love all over again. Everything has start from stage 1. Though I've lost the insecurity which I've always been yearning to have, but I trust that things would fall back to place again. I learnt that misunderstandings would ruin a relationship badly. And that makes us figured how to solve problems together as one. Thinking through, breaking apart for some time may not be a bad thing afterall. It rewinds back our memories, treating it as a test between us. To give up a 4 year relationship just like that, it's just too hard. Letting go was a pain but coming back is an effort to resolve the pains we both had.

I gave the chance.

Let's work it out together once more.

2) SHORT HOLIDAY

I was away for a short cruise together with my mom, grandma and Jaslin on 4th November. I badly need a short getaway from the things I had on hand. Too much that I could barely breathe.

It was a well-spent trip anyway. Though breaks are short and I very much wish for more. But I'm well contented enough that I had my rest. (:

Photos are with Jaslin. We celebrated my grandma's birthday on board cruise. And I wished her longevity, health & happiness! My dearest grandma, always. ❤

3) SCHOOL

2 months in school, time really flies! And that leads to one more month to exam. Which would mark the end of my first trimester. Even though I'm taking just 3 subjects for this trimester but the workload is a killer! That's actually the result of not touching school books for almost a year and a half.

Time is an important factor to me now. No time to play as much as before anymore. There's deadline to every tasks. I was struggling in the beginning and thankfully, I'm getting the hang of it now. (: You just gotta sacrifice one thing to achieve your tasks. This feeling sucks most of the time when it comes to sacrificing. But then, we just had to head for the priority! Or, we'll never get it done.

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Alright! I've to put to a stop for tonight. Too tired to continue. Though very much I would like to type more but my eyes are shutting. It's time for me to rest!

Goodnight blog!

`` Deleted.

You deleted me from facebook. You gave me the silent treatment. You never bother to text nor find any ways to contact me. You never even bother to ask me back. Or maybe you do, just by contacting me via MSN and an email to say sorry? Finding me for a day and just keeping quiet? Not explaining to me at all? What do you think am I? So this is how you handle problems and treating me like this? And you ask for forgiveness just like that?

All I want was to see your effort and hear from you personally that you would make the effort to try. But you never did. Today, you truly showed me the way how you handle problems. Escaping from it. And not caring for my thoughts at all. You have also showed me what a selfish guy are you!

I don't know what have I been holding on & hoping for that one day, you'll make the effort to say you wanna see me and how much you do not want to lose this. You've totally treat me like a fool.

But thank you for letting me see what you are now.

I don't need someone like you. NEVER AND FOREVER WON'T!

Bye.

`` 一个人-

你知道，当一个人压力大时。。有多闷吗？

你知道，当一个人受到爱情的错失。。有多煎熬吗？

你知道，当一个人想要完成她生日愿望，想当天去看她偶像的演唱会。。却没人回应有多孤独吗？

你知道，当一个人想要更朋友炫耀时，却不想去打扰有多难熬吗？

你知道，当一个人在家里打哭一场，有多难过吗？

Too much to fill...

-Broken down.

`` Bruno Mars - It Will Rain..

"If only he tell me this ....

Bruno Mars - It Will Rain

If you ever leave me baby,
Leave some morphine at my door
‘Cause it would take a whole lot of medication
To realize what we used to have,
We don’t have it anymore.

There’s no religion that could save me
No matter how long my knees are on the floor
So keep in mind all the sacrifices I’m makin’
Will keep you by my side
Will keep you from walkin’ out the door.

[Chorus]
Cause there’ll be no sunlight
If I lose you, baby
There’ll be no clear skies
If I lose you, baby
Just like the clouds
My eyes will do the same, if you walk away
Everyday it will rain, rain, rain...

I’ll never be your mother’s favorite
Your daddy can’t even look me in the eye
Oooh if I was in their shoes, I’d be doing the same thing
Sayin there goes my little girl
Walkin’ with that troublesome guy

But they’re just afraid of something they can’t understand
Oooh well little darlin’ watch me change their minds
Yeah for you I’ll try I’ll try I’ll try I’ll try
I’ll pick up these broken pieces ’til I’m bleeding
If that’ll make you mine

[Chorus]
Cause there’ll be no sunlight
If I lose you, baby
There’ll be no clear skies
If I lose you, baby
Just like the clouds
My eyes will do the same if you walk away
Everyday it will rain, rain, rain...

[Bridge]
Don’t just say, goodbye
Don’t just say, goodbye
I’ll pick up these broken pieces ’til I’m bleeding
If that’ll make it right

[Chorus]
Cause there’ll be no sunlight
If I lose you, baby
There’ll be no clear skies
If I lose you, baby
Just like the clouds
My eyes will do the same if you walk away
Everyday it will rain, rain, rain...

Unfortunately, these words can only be in my dreams."

`` Steve Jobs (1955 - 2011)

"Remembering that I'll be dead soon is the most important tool I've ever encountered to help me make the big choices in life. Because almost everything -- all external expectations, all pride, all fear of embarrassment or failure -- these things just fall away in the face of death, leaving only what is truly important. Remembering that you are going to die is the best way I know to avoid the trap of thinking you have something to lose. You are already naked. There is no reason not to follow your heart."

"Your time is limited, so don't waste it living someone else's life. Don't be trapped by dogma -- which is living with the results of other people's thinking. Don't let the noise of others' opinions drown out your own inner voice."

"There's nothing that makes my day more than getting an e-mail from some random person in the universe who just bought an iPad over in the UK and tells me the story about how it's the coolest product they've ever brought home in their lives. That's what keeps me going. It's what kept me five years ago, it's what kept me going 10 years ago when the doors were almost closed. And it's what will keep me going five years from now whatever happens."

"I don't think I've ever worked so hard on something, but working on Macintosh was the neatest experience of my life. Almost everyone who worked on it will say that. None of us wanted to release it at the end. It was as though we knew that once it was out of our hands, it wouldn't be ours anymore. When we finally presented it at the shareholders' meeting, everyone in the auditorium stood up and gave it a 5-minute ovation. What was incredible to me was that I could see the Mac team in the first few rows. It was as though none of us could believe that we'd actually finished it. Everyone started crying."

"Innovation comes from people meeting up in the hallways or calling each other at 10:30 at night with a new idea, or because they realized something that shoots holes in how we've been thinking about a problem. It's ad hoc meetings of six people called by someone who thinks he has figured out the coolest new thing ever and who wants to know what other people think of his idea."

"And it comes from saying no to 1,000 things to make sure we don't get on the wrong track or try to do too much. We're always thinking about new markets we could enter, but it's only by saying no that you can concentrate on the things that are really important."

"In most people's vocabularies, design means veneer. It's interior decorating. It's the fabric of the curtains and the sofa. But to me, nothing could be further from the meaning of design. Design is the fundamental soul of a man-made creation that ends up expressing itself in successive outer layers of the product or service."

"My position coming back to Apple was that our industry was in a coma. It reminded me of Detroit in the '70s, when American cars were boats on wheels."

"These technologies can make life easier, can let us touch people we might not otherwise. You may have a child with a birth defect and be able to get in touch with other parents and support groups, get medical information, the latest experimental drugs. These things can profoundly influence life. I'm not downplaying that. But it's a disservice to constantly put things in this radical new light -- that it's going to change everything. Things don't have to change the world to be important." (Reporting by Alexei Oreskovic in San Francisco, Liana B. Baker in New York and Lisa Richwine in Los Angeles; Editing by Richard Chang)

- Steve Jobs (1955 - 2011)

The above quotes you've just read are all from Steve Jobs.

On October 5, 2011, his family, in a statement, said Jobs "died peacefully today surrounded by his family . . ."

Apple released a separate statement saying that Jobs had died. The statement read "We are deeply saddened to announce that Steve Jobs passed away today. Steve's brilliance, passion and energy were the source of countless innovations that enrich and improve all of our lives. The world is immeasurably better because of Steve. His greatest love was for his wife, Laurene, and his family. Our hearts go out to them and to all who were touched by his extraordinary gifts."

Also on October 5, 2011, Apple's corporate website greeted visitors with a simple page showing Jobs's name and lifespan next to his greyscale portrait. Clicking on Jobs's image led to an obituary that read "Apple has lost a visionary and creative genius, and the world has lost an amazing human being. Those of us who have been fortunate enough to know and work with Steve have lost a dear friend and an inspiring mentor. Steve leaves behind a company that only he could have built, and his spirit will forever be the foundation of Apple." An email address was also posted for the public to share their memories, condolences, and thoughts.

Jobs is survived by his wife, Laurene, to whom he was married for 20 years, their three children, and a fourth child, Lisa Brennan-Jobs, from a previous relationship.

- Refence from: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Steve_Jobs

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Reading the news, knowing about Steve Jobs death really shocked me!

It's truly unbelievable that Steve Jobs has left us. Indeed, he has created a great impact in our lives. A genius whom we will always remember and be thankful of. Apple has come to us today because of him, The Co Apple Founder.

Saluting to the greatest innovator, Steve Jobs.

(1955 - 2011) R.I.P

`` Fix you - ColdPlay

FIXED YOU - TYLER WARD & BOYCE AVENUE (COLDPLAY)

When you try your best but you don't succeed
When you get what you want but not what you need
When you feel so tired but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse

And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
When you love someone but it goes to waste
COULD IT BE WORSE?

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

And high up above or down below
When you're too in love to let it go
But if you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

Tears stream down your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
Tears stream down your face
And I

Tears stream down your face
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes
Tears stream down your face
And I

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you.

"If only, you said these to me.

If only you knew..."

`` Strangers again.

Watching this video, felt it so realistically true.

Viewing from it, you & I have reached stage #6.. going to #7.

"How long more would you want me to await for your answer?"

`` I Wanted You - INA

So True.
Watch this video, listen to the song & you know why.

“一个星期的分离”

刚刚才发觉到，你和我已分离了一个星期。

没你的日子。。的确好难受。

想着你的影子，眼泪就不停的流。

一天一天的熬过。一天一天的等回你的回应。

望着手机，希望那段短信会是你。。或电话的铃声响起会是你。

望着电脑，希望你能够和我沟通。

好想再次的听着你的声音。

好想在你怀里，得到你的拥抱。

好想听你说：“你爱我”

好想听着你的答复：“回到我身边，我会尽我的全力来带给你幸福。”

All I want to hear is that you'll try & I'll be in your arms again.

I guess, this will all be my wishful thoughts.

Maybe he'll be gone, never be back.

Probably he won't even make the effort to try.

It's just an act of my silliness.

Jars of Hearts - Christina Perri (Cover)

Jars of Hearts Lyrics

No I can’t take one more step towards you, cuz all that’s waiting is regret
And don’t you know I’m not your ghost anymore, you lost the love I loved the most
I’ve learned to live half alive, and now you want me one more time

And who do you think you are, running round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts, and tearing love apart
You’re gonna catch a cold from the ice inside your soul
So don’t come back for me, who do you think you are?

I hear you’re asking all around if I am anywhere to be found
But I have grown too strong to ever fall back in your arms
I’ve learned to live half alive, and now you want me one more time

And who do you think you are, running round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts, and tearing love apart
You’re gonna catch a cold from the ice inside your soul
So don’t come back for me, who do you think you are?

It took so long just to feel all right, remember how to put back the light in my eyes
I wish I had missed the first time that we kissed, cuz you broke all your promises
And now you’re back, you’re looking to get me back

And who do you think you are, running round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts, and tearing love apart
You’re gonna catch a cold from the ice inside your soul
So don’t come back for me, don’t come back at all

And who do you think you are, running round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts, tearing love apart
You’re gonna catch a cold from the ice inside your soul
Don’t come back for me, don’t come back at all

Who do you think you are?
Who do you think you are?
Who do you think you are?

爱的容易，放的难。

这一切并是个挑战。

Your images been constantly running through my mind.

It's so hard to let go. So hard....

If you tell me you would try, I would love to be in your arms again.

失忆 － 梁静茹 Cover

歌曲： 失忆 － 梁静茹

Cover by: Geradine Ker

A simple cover done up within 30 mins. (The fastest & shortest I've ever done so far.)

I immediately fell in love with this song the moment I listened through my mp3. It totally describes the feelings which I've been carrying for the past few days. I'm at the verge of giving up love because I'm just too exhausted with the things I'm facing. All I need now is a time off for myself to think if this is worth, if this is the kind of love that I want & whether I can go on with the rest of my journey. TIME is an important factor to me right now.

God, I plead you for the strength to keep me on going.

Though it's hard to breath, but I need to carry on and move forward with my life.

And I thank you for sending angel friends down to put me through.

With their advises, it puts me to a route/direction of where I should go.

Thankyou.

`` Sim's Belated - 22nd

The thing about me and Sim when celebrating birthday, we always made it belated because of our busy tight schedules. As we grow, we have more commitments, and when we have more commitments = lesser time spent.

Finally we met up for dinner, a simple one at Pepper Lunch at Shaw Plaza. ^^

HER BIRTHDAY GIFTS

After filling our hungry stomachs, we were brainstorming where to go & what to do before exiting Pepper Lunch. And then... NEOPRINTS came to our mind! It's been ages since we last done so. The very last time I took was during Secondary School times? Where the neoprint trends were there. And I still remembered, I even save up $1 coins in a separate piggy bank just for neoprints! Whenever I go out, I'll always bring my $1 coin bag just for neoprints. HAHA! Those were the good old days....

Anw, I think the neoprints trend is still there but not as much anymore. I guess the only shops surviving are in Bugis and Cineleisure Shopping Mall. As for the rest, I guess it's been closed down. HEHE!

Stepping into Neoprints shop got me excited. But as I looked at the price, my goodness $12 per machine?!!! Price been rising so muchiiieee! Its like almost double the price I took the last time. LOL! Oh well, new functions, new machines... Let's stop grumbling! We're here to replay our past memories together. ♥____♥!!

WE GOT IN

SICKENING FACE OF HER =,=

TOOK THE PHOTOS, ALL DONE!

(Ready for the results?)

OUR PHOTOS :D

As we looked at our photos, we weren't really satisfied with the results and machine. (It's actually just an excuse because we wanted to take the other machine which looks interesting. I'll tell you why later. :P)

We changed the money, got in the next one.

I TOTALLY LOVEEEE THIS!!!

Look at the results!

But one thing about this machine, it enhances our eyes so much that we looked like some "Guppy fish". LOL!

LOVE OUR NEOPRINTS ♥

AND I LOVE THE TIME-SPENT WITH HER TOO!!

Happy be-lated Birthday to you once again Darling!

Hope you enjoyed this simple dinner and time spent of ours.

Thank you for being such a dear to me.

Lovey-dovey you ♥

`` Orientation -

Been lazing around alot like a pig for almost 1 1/2 weeks. The idea of getting up early today was a MAJOR detest for me! pppppffft *

Waking up in a blurry mode. Wash up, dress up, pack up & OFF TO SCHOOL!

To tell you honestly, I wasn't looking forward to it. Why? I was deprived of "Zzzzzzz" ...... "I need my bed, my bed needs me! Ahhhhhhh!"

Okay, I was driving myself nuts in the morning. HAHA!

Dragged myself out of the house at 830am. Board the bus & "Shucks! My Ez-link card is not in my wallet!"

SHHHSSSSST!

But thank god I've got coins with me. Grins* So there I go joining with the crowd, squeezing with them. And when the bus passes by Twenty Anson / International Plaza, the flashbacks brought me back to the days when I worked at TMAP. It felt as though I was going for work. Just that my school stop was alot more."Awwwww~ " I miss my desk... :P

Met Ruby on the way while strolling to school.

GEEEEEZ!

At least, I'm not alone now. Teehee!

This shows, knowing someone from bridging who takes up the same course as you is a GOOD THING! Hiak Hiak* ^^

Overall, Orientation was fine. It was pretty simple & short one ; Representatives from Murdoch & Programme Manager from Kaplan gave us a short speech/introduction. In the meantime, viewing from my class lists, the total capacity in my class would be 27 students. So far, I've made up with quite a number of new friends. I just hope that all of us would get along well as classmates as times goes by.. I would certainly feel motivated going to school by then. HAHA!

Attending Orientation, MATERIALS can never be missed! They would definitely provide you what you need before school starts. And these are the books that I've received.

First Trimester, 3 Subjects, 9 Books for reference! Jaws Drop*

I stunned for a moment when I carried / received those books. They are HEAVVVVY!!! Felt more to carrying gold mines instead & not books! :S

I stared at the thickness for a sec, I felt like fainting. I really dislike the thickness! But I love holding & flipping the thickness/pages of the book. Coz' that made me felt smart & educated. HAHA! What kind of logic is this? Anyways!! Covering 2 subjects on Law is gonna kill me.

1. Tourism & Hospitality Law

2. Marketing & Advertising Law

Honestly & truthfully, I never like Law & I never have interest in Law. I'm so afraid that I'm gonna fall asleep in Law. Wish me luck for this coming Trimester! LOL!

Looking out of the dark side, I've one more subject that is not gonna be related to LAW! :D:D:D

3. Organizational Development & Human Resource Management

HEHEHE! ^^

At least, I've 1 subject that is gonna different.

Whatever it is, just study hard for these 3! Aja Aja Fighting! (아자아자파이팅) WHOOOSH~

｀｀ 心 －

心，总觉得闷闷的。

又怎么了？

期望，几时才能出现？

我，还能等多久？

忍耐，还能撑多久？

`` Cooling Period -

To all Singaporeans, we all know the President Election is gonna be held tomorrow.

Have all of you decided who to vote for yet? Well, honestly speaking, I have not. True enough, this is my first time voting for both PE (President Election) & GE (General Election). That makes me feel old that I'm above 21 already. HAHA! :X

Below are the contestants who should we vote for:

After viewing, have he set your mind yet who should you vote for?

Again, I've not. Confused. Probably for two. I have never been into politics until recently when the elections arrived. It can be pretty interesting though. I spent the afternoon viewing their videos. Though dry when listening.... but it means alot to our fellow Singaporeans. "Who can really brings out the best for our country?" Every votes counts. Well, dear Singaporeans, I sincerely hope you vote for the right person for our country. :D

`` PAMPERS -

Heard from this song, "The Lazy Song" by Bruno Mars before?

Well, this is exactly what have I been feeling today.

The chorus fits it all:

"Today I don't feel like doing anything. *Whistle*

I just wanna lay in my bed. *Whistle*

Don't feel like picking up the phone, just leave a message at the tone.

'Cause today I don't feel like doing anything. Nothing at all. "

It was a lazy Thursday for me. I was suppose to head to BBDC for FTE. I cancelled it eventually as the rain was pouring heavily. (Probably just an excuse to myself. ;P)

I did a music cover for the entire afternoon. I really love holidays when I totally have the time for myself. Doing the things that I wanna do with no time contraints. It's been so long I've last done that. I am enjoying my 1week holidays TO THE MAX!! :D:D:D

"Whenever I have the thought of doing covers/recordings, I constantly told myself to await for me to get a condenser microphone first. Because, with the condenser mic, the quality would sound 10X better than this. :P As you know, condenser mic doesn't cost cheap. I need much time to save up that amount of $ to purchase for one. >.<

Well, I took up the courage eventually & get it recorded. I would like to give it shot. Pardon the quality & my voice as I know it sounds pretty bad. This is just a try out for me.

Please feel free to voice out your opinions as your feedbacks in return would be very much appreciated! This would allows me to learn & improve for the better to create nicer covers/composition in future.

Thank you once again & have a great day! ^^

With loves ♥,

gerrxgerry (Geradine)"

Gosh! You know, the feeling when the moment you decided to post it on facebook / public, you are anxious to see what viewers will comment. At the same time also feeling afraid what the outcome will be. But you know what, since I've decided to post, I'm just gonna give it all out. No hesitation. Since I'm no longer performing outside because of my stage fright syndroms & time constraints, I will do covers to treat this as a learning process to improve my vocals, recordings & musicality. A passion since young, it will never die. ^^Y

After the long recording hours, the time reached 6pm. It's time for me to head out to meet Jaslin. Gonna accompany her to get her eyebrows touched up at Far East.

While waiting, I headed to a nail parlour shop to pamper myself. Did a french classic.

I'm pretty satisfied with the outcome! It's nicely done! But not for Jaslin. Hehehe!

She came to join me after her eyebrows were done. She did classic mani for herself & she was not satisfied with the service at all. Probably because she came in when the shop was about to close. I guess the owner was in the rush to head to somewhere so she did a quick one for her. Paying classic mani price wasn't worth at all. It's as though the owner was doing a express one. But anw, her nails were painted pretty well. It's just the service. Bleh heh! =P

Oh look! After her eyebrows got touched up, she looks like the female version of “蜡笔小薪 ”.

Don't you think so? HAHAHA!

We headed to Itacho Sushi to satisfy our growling stomach. I really love the sushi-s there! They are simply "oiishi"! Reasonable price, food is good! Totally worth to dine in!

Before heading home, I often tease her with her brows. Well, she has gotten used to it anyway. She knows I mean no harm too. Teehee!

THE BROWS VS THE BROW-LESS

LOVE HER ♥

` Cravings Satisfactory ; 我的麦当劳！

I woke up having s shock of my life! Received a message from Kaplan saying that they found my IC two days ago & inform them when would I be collecting it. Gosh! If they didn't send me that message, I probably would not have realize that I've lost my IC. This shows how "sotong" / careless can I be.

Alrights! Lesson learnt: BE MORE CAUTIOUS!

Back to this thinking, if I would have lost, without any kind hearted soul finding my IC....

A few things came to my thought:

1) Make a police report

2) Can I still go for President Election?

3) $50 for new IC replacement, with addition the awaiting time & hassle to get IC done all over again.

WHOA! I saved the troubles & time taken! Anyway, THANK YOU SAVIOR! Whoever found my IC. I'm really thankful! ^^

Before heading to Kaplan, I made my way down to BBDC in the late afternoon to do my FTP. Since I'm on 1 1/2 weeks of holiday, it's time to get my Final Theory settled & go for my practical soon! Get over and done with! I WANNA GET MY LICENSE! Hehehehe.

FTP ended at 5pm. I took a bus down, thinking that I still got plenty of time to be at Outram. Well, unfortunately, I neglected on the traffic flow = PEAK PERIOD! As you know, 5.30pm is knocking off period for office workers. You will bound to see many vehicle & human traffic around... This result = JAM!

I was supposed to be on time to fetch my dearie. But ended up I was late & I had the most embarrassing moment in the train at Harbour Front. Okay, this was what happen. I boarded the train was focusing very much to contact my BF as he was already awaiting at the train station.. TOO FOCUS until ...... I didn't even realize where my directions were. Straight up, bang on the pole! There goes my face! I felt like a clown! HAHAHA! It was damn embarrassing & I had to pretend as though nothing had happen, hearing loud laughters behind my back. Yes, I'm performing something for you guys to see! I made your day! Didn't I? LOL!

Dearie board the train when it reached Outram & while walking to Kaplan, we saw this cute little smurfy outside Cathy Cineplex. This was really CUTEEEEE! Can't wait for the movie to be released! I wanna watch them! ^^

SNAP SNAP!!

PICTURES DONE!!

Strolled our way down to Kaplan facilities room. Weet! I've got my Pink IC back!! I'm a HAPPY GIRL now, filling myself with many smiles :D:D:D !!

Headed to Bras Basah Mcdonalds' afterwhich as Me, Dearest, Merv were mad cravings for Macs ever since we came back from Krabi. Jaslin joined us too! It tasted sooooooo goood when we indulged it! GREAT SATISFACTORY!

HEHEHE! I know it's damn fattening & I'm trying to lose my fats out from my tummy. But please let me pamper myself once in awhile? I'll control my diet again! :D Looking at flabby fats coming out from your tummy can be quite depressing at times. =P

Anw, I had a great chill out with the idiots!

“倒了，再爬起来。在人生中都会有底弱的一次。无论多煎熬，我都会坚强的去面对。

做个开心的自己，找回自己的方向，从新来过。”

`` Vacation -

Hoooray!!

Business Law exam has finally come to an end. It was a pity that I did not manage to finish the remaining 2 questions which result to a lost of 10 marks. I'm just crossing my fingers that I would be able to pass. Not gonna pin too much high hopes already.

Anyway, I'm also back from my 5 days of vacation in Krabi. It was an awesome trip! Returning back to Singapore with bad sun burnt. Nevertheless, it's always nice to be back home! :D

All in all, Krabi is indeed a beauty to catch. If you love nature, this is the place which you have to visit. Oh yes, the food there is superb! Thumbs up for that! If you think Singapore Thai food are good, try going Thailand to taste the originality. After tasting, you would feel that Singapore Thai food is just an average already. I promise you that!

For photos, you can just view in my facebook. It's too many for me to upload. In precise, I'm just being lazy that I have to paste it here again. HAHAHA! :P Oppsie!

I guess I'm starting to have "after-vacation-illness".

I miss the food, Thai massage, Kayak, ATB, WaterRafting, the beach, Elephant Riding, the morning walk etc etc....

Oh well, let's get back to reality. I'm back home. A week of holiday before my school commence! ^^

Below is the group photo of my Krabi-Mates

Thank you guys for the wonderful trip, making this an awesome one!

Love you all! ♥

``Brighter Future ~

I better start reviving my blog before it starts to rot. Yes, I'm gonna revive it again. Making it a habit to update whenever I can. Because I can't bare to close this whole blog down which has been with me since 2004. (:

Anw, as you may know. I've left TMAP, pursuing my studies at Kaplan Institutes.

I finally took a step up to a higher prospect. Reaching my goal to honor a degree certificate. Well.. knowing that qualifications of education has been growing & competitors have been rising up profusely, it gets kinda scary at times when everyone starts to fight for their rice bowls to survive. I simply can't imagine what would happen to the future generations! Especially, when the standards of living here gets higher & higher gradually. But anw, I'm really glad that I took this path to upgrade myself.

I would be starting my course on the 5 September. It would be under Murdoch University.

"Bachelor of Commerce - Hospitality & Tourism Management and Marketing"

However, in the month of August, I would taking bridging course - Business Law which I'm required to take before the term starts. And the best thing is, my bridging exam starts on 20 Aug (the day after I return from Krabi). Oh well, I dont have a choice to choose. My friends & I planned the trip before the schedule was out. It can't be help & I can't push the fault to school either. Just gonna "Pia" all the way before I go for Krabi. Chiong Chiong Chiong~ :D

With feedbacks from friends, University life is not gonna be the same as Diploma or Secondary School times.. It's gonna be a different environment filled with many tests/exams/projects. Gosh! Okay, after hearing this.. I've to have this mentality: "I took this path. I'm not gonna regret anything. Just gonna give it all I can no matter how tough it's gonna be. I've been waiting for this day to arrive. I saved the money, it's time to give it all! 全力以赴！”

This is life...

Things can never be made perfectly as the way it seems.

Challenges will bound to arrive for sure.

There's no point of feeling afraid.

It ia a matter of how you deal & overcome these challenges..

To build your maturity & growing to become a stronger person in life..

`` Life ....

当我在听这曲时，

虽，歌词并不适当。

不知，为何。。让我想起了你。

朋友，你的离去令我们好不舍。

但你的决定，制定了我们你那坚强的一面。

安心地上路吧。 永远都会记你在我心。

"Though we may not be close, but I'm glad I once knew you. RIP, my dear friend."

Life can be so vulnerable - Just when you thought you were at the peak of the moment & the next moment, you're shattered in pieces.

Life ; unpredictable - You never know what happens in the next hour, minutes or seconds. Just when you start loosing things, only then you'll realize how things should be treasured. But by then, will it be too late? Instead of saying... "If only....." Why not change the question to "What if " or "How should I prevent?"

Dear readers,

Treasure before regrets.

`` HelloKitty Theme Park in 2014 -

I went gagaagaga when I saw this news on my friend's facebook.

Then I went, "IS THIS FOR REAL??!!"

I couldn't believe in my eyes.

But truthfully, it is!

Someone, please bring me to JAPAN or rather CHINA in 2014. ♥_________♥

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China to build Hello Kitty theme park: Report

The creators of Hello Kitty, Japan's world-famous cartoon icon of cuteness, will build a theme park in China - the first on foreign soil, state media reported on Monday. -- PHOTO: SANRIO

BEIJING - THE creators of Hello Kitty, Japan's world-famous cartoon icon of cuteness, will build a theme park in China - the first on foreign soil, state media reported on Monday.

The Hello Kitty-themed amusement park will be in the city of Anji in east China's Zhejiang province, the Xinhua news agency said, citing an agreement between Sanrio Co and its Chinese partner.

The project, jointly designed by Sanrio and US-based amusement park designer Hettema, will cost US$215 million (S$266 million), with construction expected to start in the second half of this year and completed in 2014, it said.

The complex will cover an area of 60 hectares that includes a theme park, hotel and catering services.

Liao Chunrong, president of Shanghai Insight Holdings, said a subsidiary of the company will take care of investment and management of the project, according to Xinhua.

There are currently two Hello Kitty theme parks in Japan. -- AFP

http://www.straitstimes.com/BreakingNews/Lifestyle/Story/STIStory_666643.html

`Fight for this love -

我在拼命的追。。。

但，还是找不到方向稳定下来。

Too much of anything can make you sick

Even the good can be a curse

Makes it hard to know which road to go down

Knowing too much can get your hurt

Is it better is it worst

Are we sitting in reverse

Its just like we´re going backwards

I know where I want this to go

We´re driving fast but lets go slow

what i dont wanna do is crash no

Just know you´re not in this thing alone

There´s always a place in me that you can call home

Whenever you feel like we´re growing apart

Let´s just go back back back back back to the start

Anything that´s worth having

Is sure enough worth fighting for

Quitings out of the question

When it gets tough gotta fight some more

We gotta fight fight fight fight fight for this love

We gotta fight fight fight fight fight for this love

We gotta fight fight fight fight fight for this love

Its worth having its worth fighting for (Oh)

Now everyday aint gon´ be no picnic

Love aint no walk in the park

All you can do is make the best of it now

Can´t be afraid of the dark

Just know you´re not in this thing alone

There´s always a place in me that you can call home

Whenever you feel like we´re growing apart

Let´s just go back back back back back to the start

Anything that´s worth having

Is sure enough worth fighting for

Quitings out of the question

When it gets tough gotta fight some more

We gotta fight fight fight fight fight for this love

We gotta fight fight fight fight fight for this love

We gotta fight fight fight fight fight for this love

Its worth having its worth fighting for (Oh)

I don´t know where we´re heading

I´m willing and ready to go

We can´t drive it so fast we just need to slow down

And just roll

Anything that´s worth having

Is sure enough worth fighting for

Quitings out of the question

When it gets tough gotta fight some more

We gotta fight fight fight fight fight for this love

We gotta fight fight fight fight fight for this love

We gotta fight fight fight fight fight for this love

Its worth having its worth fighting for (Oh)

We gotta fight fight fight fight fight for this love

We gotta fight fight fight fight fight for this love

We gotta fight fight fight fight fight for this love

Its worth having its worth fighting for (Oh)

`` Beauty -

PIANO BLACK.

I've found a new love. ♥

How can I resist not having this?

`` Camera ♥

I do not disagree that cameras are really one EXPENSIVE hobby to invest in. But one thing for sure, you'll never regret investing it after you receive the turn out of the photographs! That's what I love most about it.

If only kind souls are able to accomplish these toys for me.....

HAHA! In my dreams for sure ! :P

I'm yearning to have those.. *droools ~ ^^

HELLO KITTY POLAROID CAMERA

CANON 300HS (RED)

-the figure of a lamborghini-

NIKON PRIME LENS (35MM, 1.8F)

TAMRON MACRO 90MM (2.0F)

-NIKON MOUNT-

Beautiful aren't they?

Trying hard to save $$$ & can't wait to own them in time. (:

MY LOVES ! ♥_______♥

｀｀ 又在生病了！

身体最近好差。体弱多病。不知到是不是天气的关系，还时工作太累？

一直都在乖乖的吃药。好了起来又在复发。真的是拿我自己没办法。咳～

`SICK -

Base on my poor immunity system, I'm bound to fall ill for sure.

Weather been bad, I've been constantly working OT almost every day.

Guess what? I've even calculated my OT hours & the total sum is 43 hours for one month!

I've no idea how did I manage such long hours of OT but it somehow reminds me when I was having my attachment in Gallery Hotel. Oh well, those were the days.I've entered into a different environment, thus it's pointless to compare.

Now back to my immunity system, the number of hours that I've been working. I've tire myself mentally & gradually, my physical strength has turned weaker too. I'm ill.Been coughing for almost a week. Though feeling a little better but I'm still feeling as bad. I can't sleep well because of my constant coughing, I can't focus well at work due to my lack of sleep. So much so, I'm feeling a little depress in here. Many things have been running through my mind. Probably I'm just too stress over work or maybe there's some other things that occured to me as well. I just can't described.

Am I pushing too hard on myself? I wonder...

Sometimes, it's not that I do not wanna rest at home. But being at home makes me feel worse at times. At least I'm doing something at work which builds up my mentality. But then again, I'm tiring my physical self.

I THINK I'M IN NEED OF HELP IN HERE~..............................

`` Mentality ill.

I thought I was ready. I thought things were improving. I thought I was stronger.

But everything of what I've thought, turned out to be an ultimate wrong mind-set!

Lying on the bed at night & fears start coming by.

I couldn't control what my mind was thinking, it just happen all over again.

To test on my bravery was a sign of stupidity. I was just being a smart alec. I failed - badly!

At the very end, I can only blame myself for causing this.

"You expected what the scenes are like. You truly know your phobia you had over the years. Yet despite all the warning signs, you didn't care at all. You went ahead thinking that you will be fine. And now that you've watched. So what if the show was nice? Just look at what you've done to yourself! You deserve this."

I hated it so much, the mental torture was unbearable. Who likes those bad feelings anyway. But hey! Though I may have been blaming myself umpteen times of what I've created, I'm not regretting it. At the very least I know, where have I been standing all along. So, no matter how many times I fall, I will still continue to try. And as I'm trying, please grant me the strength to carry on.

`` Black Swan.

Caught the movie "Black Swan" with dearie today.

Though it's not my cup of tea. But this movie is an eye opening one!

Go catch it even if you have not done so. (:

" Fears will definitely come rolling after you when you want to make things perfect. But in order to conquer the Black Swan, you'll have to first conquer yourself ; the enemy. Don't let them destroy you."

`` Piano & Impressario Semi-Finals.

Simply love these two bunches ladies ♥

I started with them, I learnt with them & I enjoyed my class with them.

The room would be so dead/lifeless if there wasn't us. OPPS ! =X

And to the matter of fact, Xing always vomits blood whenever he teaches us. hehehhe!

I'm working hard for piano right now. Hoping the day when I can 自弹自唱 & create a cover of my own. To me, is an enjoyment!

Afterwhich, headed to IMM immediately to support Simpli5 & Miaoru's Impressario Semi-Finals.

A pity that we couldn't make it in time.

But base from Miaoru's camera which I had seen & listened, both Simpli5 & Miaoru did well though.

Stayed with them till the results were out. It was a real pity that they didnt made it to the Finals. Though disappointing & knowing that it was a "kay-long" one. I believe that, to them.. It's not about winning as a priority. Instead, it was the learning process & the experience they had.

Awaiting for Zach's photos to be out.

Looking at his lens & the effect it turned out, I think it's also time for me to get one too.

Bahahahs! :P

`` Peng San ~

First day of work, came home with a very bad cough.

Honestly speaking, I had no idea how did it happen.

Initially, I though I was recovering. But that proves me wrong when I was home.

I was down with ...

BAD BAD BAD COUGH !!! >.<

I couldn't get to sleep.

Gradually, I was down with fever as well.

Now my voice has returned to where it sounds when I was ill a week ago.

DEEEP & IT GOES LOW low low low low ~~

BAHHHS !

My body has "peng san"

Couldn't tahan anymore. Headed to the doctor as I wanna get myself cured.

This time, no more mom's prescription but a real doctor's prescription!

These medications are gonna last me for the next 5 days.

Hopefully I'll be well by then. (: