` Family Day .

went to bbdc to have my ftp at 2pm . then , my family came to pick me up at 330 & proceed to de tiu's place to have a seat first as we were early . winnie jie came after that . when she saw me , this was what she said to me ...

her : wah GERADINE ! you very kong po [ horrible ] lehhhs !
me : er .. why lehs ?
her : why everytime i see you , you always getting skinner and skinner .
me : huhs ? got mehhs ?
her : got larhhs ! this is way too skinny already .
me : i feel like the same lehs . mayb i was sick for 2 wks last time . thats why lor .
her : mmms . mayb . but u very skinny le lehhhs !

haish !
i also know i have basically slim down alot . came to realise i have lost another 2kg .
sigh ~
can anyone tell me how to gain weight ? i have been eating alot for the past few days but i just wont gained .

LOLs .

alrighty ! went to fetch aunty nancy , shaomin & ah boy and drove up to qianhu fish farm to try on fish spa .
hahas ! its a nice experience though .
the fish will just nibble nibble your leg , eating your dead skin cells and i can tell you , its DAMN TICKLISH !! i cannot tahan .

i kept on screaming .
arhhhhhhs ~

fish spa :


our legs dipping into the water :


oh ~ a fish came to my leg :


whees ~ another came :


wahhhs ! so many fishes went to my mom's leg :




winnie jie's one too :


so many went to the guy's side till they cant ta han . LOLs :


this shows how dirty their feet is . =S . look at my bro's expression :


whoa ~ then many many came to my mom :


fishes loves to bite the back of my leg :


then suddenly , so many came to MINE :




stayed for an hr & we went touring around the fish farm .
saw lots and lots of fishes .

xiaowuguiii !
i always wanted to breed them but mom doesnt allow . i LOVE tortise . )):


isnt it adorable ? :


this fish is call " ballooon convict " . haha . cute name & it's got cute reaction too :


poor handicapped fish . sigh ~ fushion high gold class fish somemore :


this fish cost $ 6888 ! can u believe it ? :


had dinner at farm mart . western dinner together with chinese bbq food .
LOLs .
but still , they were all delicious ! yummmmmy ~

me & vanessa jie :




felicia & me :


i looked scary hors ? i was actually checking my phone stuffs & she snapped without me knowing !! but it looks cool afterall . ((:



finally ,
everyone left at 8/9 plus .

sch is starting tml . suddenly, i felt holiday is so short ! one wk passed so quickly just like that .
I WANT MORE HOLIDAYS !!

" falling in love is always easy
but when it comes to end , its easier than you thought ! "

` its been awhile ..

luckily my vocal lesson was cancelled todae as my trainer was unable to make it . so this means that , geradine doesnt have to wake up early !!

LOLs .

alright larhs . slept till 12 plus . feeling lazy to do anything . was surpposed to reach marmie, jessica 's place at abt 3 plus . in the end , i delayed till 4 plus to return her vcds ! its been quite sometyme i last met her & i miss her to BITS .

xD .

raaahhhs ~
i was making myself high in her room . guess what ? came to think of it , it's also my first time going there !
hee hees .
i LOVE all her soft TOYS ! how i wish i have them too . they were so adorable .
((:



awwwwwws ~

this is marmie's bedroom :


spent the two hrs in her rm watching her editing her tvb banner and also entertaining her as well .
LOLs .
i kept disturbing her till she cant concentrate designing her banners well .
hahas !
sorry larhhs , i was feeling kinda bored .

=S .

weeeettts !
while i was looking around her room , i saw this HELLO KITTY mini-vacuumm ! so cuteeeee !
ask marmie to gib me but she dun wan .
STINGY ! [ just kidding ]



21st storey's view :




took myself too . blehs ~ :


till it reached 7pm , its tyme for us to pack up and leave home . dad's fetching me out for dinner while jess went to have dinner wid her parents .
of cos not to forget , we took pics !















had dinner at bukit batok . went to find the in-laws . hahs ! and ate at their stall .
weeets ~
then we had a short chat with nic jie's dad and went home .

now , nic jie , qianxiang , mom and bro are playing MJ . its so lively at home now . though its noisy but i LIKE !
at least , i dun feel lonely .
((:
im glad i to have those people by myside . *

to marmie jess :
its been so long we last met . and now , finally we did ! marmie , i miss you so muchhh ! 070707 , we met on this date . it feels so special and i felt so honoured todae as its my first time entering ur home . hees ~
dun forget we will have lots and lots of plans ahead yupps ?

1 ) you are gonna bring me to tiong baru market to eat one day ..
2 ) having lunch together on sat to have our ban mian for lunch at amara hotel .
3 ) airport visiting .

did i miss out any ? =) .
also , i wanna thank you for volunteering to edit my pics worrs . must edit nice nice okay ? hees . i'll see you soon alrights ? sat , 140707 , its our date okay ? just you & me .

I LOVE YOU loads !
mwwwwaaaaaahhhhs .

i'll be there for you whenever you need me . 24/7 .
xD .

to adrian :
hey buddy !
thanks for your msg on ur blog . dun worry ! i'll b fine soon . yeps ! i totally understand what you meant . it just takes some time to heal . and yeahhs ~ i felt fortunate becos i have you guys by myside whenever i needed someone . this wld also heal my hurt faster too . i'll move on but i'll do it slowly okays ? becos my feelings for him is still there .

im sOrry that i havent been chatting much with you but i promise i'll catch up with yea soon alrights ?
ehhhs . dun feel uncomfortable chatting with me on msn la . its alright . just feel free to chat with me whenever u wan to . ((:

also , i wanna apologise regarding you & en's issue . on that day when you guys quarrel , i didnt help much as i was in a bad mood . i felt that i added fire on it instead of helping and caused u all to end up like this but if u two felt that ending up friendship wld do you guys better , i respect that barhs . though im unwilling to see that coming .

anyway buddy , i wish you all the best in ur studies & whatever you do alrights ?
TAKE care of yourself & i'll chat with yea soon .
` xD

" No matter how hard it takes ,
I will pursue it right till the end . "

` mixed-feelings .

some photos of sweetie & i sometime ago.
we went on a date .
hahas .








as for todae ,
while waitin for my sweetie's call , i was being zi-lian . cos i just LOVE my hair ! as i just style it for once and its PERFECT !
not many times .
((:


















emo emo .. :


once i heard the ring ring from her , i left the hse immediately . thought i cld catch the same bus as her . unfortunately , i wasnt in time .

who ask the driver to drive so fast ?!!
hmppppf ~



anyways , we went to queensway to get our necklace engraved . darling jia en joined us later . then , we decided to proceed to esplanade to have dinner at makan sutra . however , the scenary was so beautiful that we sacrificed our dinner and took photos instead !




my sweetie pie :



the both of us :








outside fullerton hotel :

one fullerton :

hugs hugs :



My two LOVERS :



my TURN ! :






the city :




she's MINE :

thats what i needed the most at that point of time :

enjoying the view :



what were we looking at ? :



NDP stage lightings :







whoa ~ look at the beautiful lights :


whats that shiny shimmering thing ? :


wow ! we saw diamonds !! [ the actual fact was just bright lights . LOLS ] :


sometimes , life is so tough that it really leads me to the route of committing suicide :


its just the two of us :


weettts ~ hello ! :


my bestieees :



looking else whr :

feeding my darling eating uncle's ice-cream :


sweetie pies' necklaces :





we wore for each other :






our necklaces :


kisses to her .. :


and to me :


after everything had ended . they came to my hse eventually and stayed overnite .
hees .

before reaching home , jia en went back home to bathe and pack her stuffs while me and ping went to seven eleven to check out some stuffs and i saw HELLO KITTY ! they were so adorable . i love the black one . unfortunately , i got the blue one instead . but anw , i got the nicest among the three of us . im contented ! hahas .

mine :

en :

ping:

and we went to playground to have some childhood memories ..
i LOVE swings !

















































and we went home .......
soon , they went to my bedroom & look what ping is doing ?
emo-ing with my pig doorsign ?
hahas !
that was my d&t proj when i was in sec 2 .
LOLS .

then they started playing with the stuffs he gave me ...

my poor bearie :

eat the cactus up [ though its dead ] :

the keychains :

do you know how much i wish the ppl who were posing were just you & me and not others ?

eventually , i gave the keychains to them . each of them will have one . yups ! its unbearable to leave but i guess i have to do it in order to forget abt him bahs .

SIGH ~

my darling was being zi lian :

same goes to my sweetie:

and the photo-taking just keep on going & going till my phone got no memory .
>.<

do you know how hard issit for me to put on a false front in front of everyone ?
i may look very lively ..
they may felt as if im okay .
but the fact is im nOt .
everynite , whenever im home ..
hiding myself in my room .
do you know ,
all i thought was you ?
do you knOw how much am i missing you ?
i may hate you but that doesnt mean i do not love you .
i have been deceiving myself everynow and then that i do not love you anymore .
but then again , i still do .
can you tell me what am i surpposed to do to refrain myself from thinking of you ?
whereever i go ,
you just came across my mind ..
so all i cld do was to keep myself busy ..
and do what i want in order to move on .

now i do finally understand why frens around me who broke up ..
been trying hard to move on but yet they can't ,
though ppl around them been advising them to do so..
that's becos they love the other party too much till they cant let go .

its ur birthday todae .
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU .

i dunno if u wld read my blog .
but these are all the things i wanna say to you .

" Though i may still love you ,
but things wld never be the same as before anymore . "