真实

真實
張惠妹(A-Mei)

作詞：徐世珍
作曲：Won Tae Yeon/Cho Kyuman
編曲：屠穎

你說的話　在我心中生了根
愛得很深　所以心會疼
記憶　在我的心中翻滾
是不是每一個人　都像我一樣笨

只怕再問　對彼此都太殘忍
我能感覺　另外一個人
我等　等笑容換成淚痕
愛在崩潰的時候　比較真

太多疑問　知道答案又如何
原來容忍不需要天份　只要愛錯一個人

心痛比快樂更真實　愛為何這樣的諷刺
我忘了這是第幾次　一見你就無法堅持
孤獨比擁抱更真實　愛讓人失去了理智
會不會是我太自私　拒絕更寂寞的日子
放不開　也看不見未來
難道這種不完美　才是愛情真實的樣子

Do I have to receive such cold treatment from you? 

我的心，快死了。

也许这是最后的结局。 

因为你，我等待着未来。

但过了今天让我发现到，你还是以前的你。。而这个事实是不能改变的。

我不想再欺骗自己，也不想再痴痴的等。

很痛，真的。

够了。

Am I With The Right Partner?

AM I WITH THE RIGHT PARTNER?

During a seminar, a woman asked," How do I know if I am with the right person?"

The author then noticed that there was a large man sitting next to her so he said, "It depends. Is that your partner?" In all seriousness, she answered "How do you know?" Let me answer this question because the chances are good that it's weighing on your mind replied the author.

Here's the answer.

Every relationship has a cycle… In the beginning; you fall in love with your partner. You anticipate their calls, want their touch, and like their idiosyncrasies. Falling in love wasn't hard. In fact, it was a completely natural and spontaneous experience. You didn't have to DO anything. That's why it's called "falling" in love.

People in love sometimes say, "I was swept of my feet."Picture the expression. It implies that you were just standing there; doing nothing, and then something happened TO YOU.

Falling in love is a passive and spontaneous experience. But after a few months or years of being together, the euphoria of love fades. It's a natural cycle of EVERY relationship.

Slowly but surely, phone calls become a bother (if they come at all), touch is not always welcome (when it happens), and your spouse's idiosyncrasies, instead of being cute, drive you nuts. The symptoms of this stage vary with every relationship; you will notice a dramatic difference between the initial stage when you were in love and a much duller or even angry subsequent stage.

At this point, you and/or your partner might start asking, "Am I with the right person?" And as you reflect on the euphoria of the love you once had, you may begin to desire that experience with someone else. This is when relationships breakdown.

The key to succeeding in a relationship is not finding the right person; it's learning to love the person you found.

People blame their partners for their unhappiness and look outside for fulfillment. Extramarital fulfillment comes in all shapes and sizes.

Infidelity is the most common. But sometimes people turn to work, a hobby, friendship, excessive TV, or abusive substances. But the answer to this dilemma does NOT lie outside your relationship. It lies within it.

I'm not saying that you couldn't fall in love with someone else. You could. And TEMPORARILY you'd feel better. But you'd be in the same situation a few years later.

Because (listen carefully to this):

The key to succeeding in a Relationship is not finding the right person; it's learning to love the Person you found.

SUSTAINING love is not a passive or spontaneous experience. You have to work on it day in and day out. It takes time, effort, and energy. And most importantly, it demands WISDOM. You have to know WHAT TO DO to make it work. Make no mistake about it.

Love is NOT a mystery. There are specific things you can do (with or without your partner), Just as there are physical laws Of the universe (such as gravity), there are also laws for relationships. If you know how to apply these laws, the results are predictable.

Love is therefore a "decision". Not just a feeling.

Remember this always: God determines who walks into your life. It is up to you to decide who you let walk away, who you let stay, and who you refuse to let GO..

Les Miserables

Stepped into JCube for the first time. 

Viewed their ice skating ring & was tempted to skate. Unfortunately, I have not learnt how to. HAHA! How I wish I am able to skate like them one day. 

Tried Pique Nique for the first time as well with Jaslin. 

Had Roast Chicken Caesar Salad, Farmer's Omelette & Ice-cream waffles. All the them tasted great! The ice-cream waffle was definitely "DA BOMBZ!" 

Overall satisfaction: 90% 

Caught a movie, Les Miserables at 6.10pm. 

Best movie in 2013! ♥

This is one, which you cannot miss! Please go catch it if you have not. 

I rate it 10/10! 

Till now, this song is still stuck in my head. 

I LOVE IT! ♥

2013 !

Time flies & it has reached 2013!
Happy New Year everyone!
I know I'm 5 days late but anyway, for this year, I've new sets of new year resolution.

1) Happiness (2012 has been a tough year for me)
2) Graduate on time & pray that the school management would stop delaying my modules
3) Be healthy!
4) Get my driving license (It's been delaying for way toooo long!)
5) Save more $
6) Learn how to say "NO"! HAHAHA! :P

Not going to plan that much for this year. As long as I get to achieve these 6, I'm happy! (:
New year, new challenges faced.

With this mentioned, I would like to add point 7 as well. BE STRONGER! :D
Hehehe!
Cheeers!

XOXOXOXO.

主动

今天，终于主动联络你。我也没后悔做这个决定。
真的。。好想念也很珍惜这时刻。
我们好久也没沟通得那么的开心了。
真的。。想你。
明天见。

发现

昨天，我才发现我也知错了。
一直都再埋怨你的我，一直都再等待你的我，原来有多么的幼稚。
以为，自己在拍偶像剧。哈哈！
其实，说实在的，如果真的在乎一个人，不管是谁对，谁错，都不应该等着对方的联络。如果想要解决，就不要等待。放下所有的恨和伤，立刻去联络他／她。这样也会对彼此好过些。

昨天，真的让我体会了好多。
我终于明白了。
我醒了。

"Never expect, because expectations will lead to disappointments."
But sometimes, it's easier said than done isn't it? HAHA! I've came to agree at someone's point of view. It's true. Why am I working so hard at times? Why can't I make life simpler and enjoy each other's company?

Well, I guess, I've always been trying to change and improve things to be more interesting so that no one will get bored in this relationship. Unfortunately, I've tried too hard to make things work till it has capsized.

Darlings X'mas Dinner & Gift Exchange

Dine in at Alfresco Gusto Ion Orchard to celebrate early Christmas Dinner & Gift Exchange.

First thing first, we had our gift exchange while waiting for our food to be served.

And here comes our dinner... 

PARMA HAM WITH CHEESE PIZZA 

This was rather disappointing as the pizza were oily. The taste of the pizza doesn't blend well. Unlike the one at Antoinette. This pizza was a failure. :(
 **BANNED FROM ORDERING NEXT TIME**

MUSHROOM RISOTTO

This was the best dish we all had! It was well flavored, totally love it!
 **TWO THUMBS UP FOR THIS**

CHICKEN CAESAR SALAD 

Hmmm~ it tasted average for this. If they were to add more on dressing, the flavor would be good. (: 

THIS IS US, WITH OUR FOOD! 

NOMZ..

Overall, I would rate this place as 6/10. 

Though ambience was nice, however the food were average and so was the service as well. It wouldn't be the "one" place I would think of when it comes to suggesting of dine-in venue. 

Headed to ION shopping mall & then down the aisle of Orchard Road to feel the ambience of Christmas. 

I'm in-love with this year Orchard Central's decorations! 

This is then what I call Christmas Decorations! Unlike the street lights which, somehow made me think of Deepavali though. =S Didn't like this year street lights design. 

After bidding goodbye with one another. Darling En & I had an impromptu supper with Nyit & my newly made friend, James (Nyit's Buddy). He, shall be introduced to you in a short while. HAHA! Anw, got home to change as En & I were wearing dress. The guys picked up us with the pick-up & drove to Havelock to have Teochew Porridge. First time there & it tasted pretty good. Unfortunately, I didn't get to record down the address but I believe I'll visit the stall more than once in future. :D 

A LITTLE POLAROID OF US

(My New Supper Kakis ;P) 

Oh! Yes yes! This is my newly-made friend which, I would like to introduce. 他名叫: "啊 JAM!" HAHAHA! Okay larh! On a serious note, his name is James. A very bubbly & nice guy!  One of the reason why I named him "啊 JAM!" is because I do remember the days when those uncles can't pronounce the "S" behind every word. Therefore, when they call for someone's Christian name, they will sound it like this, : ""啊 JAM! 啊 !" Hehehehe! **Peace****Peace****No Offence** ^^Y 

THAT'S ME & DARLING BEHIND THE PICK-UP ENJOYING THE BREEZE~ 

Alright! 

Time to tuck myself to bed! 

Goodnight ♥

I'll move.

Just when I had the most memorable yet perfect dream with you. Just when I thought everything was so real. But in reality, it turned out to be the opposite way.
I felt the heartbreak. I felt the pain.
即使时一点一滴的希望，我一直都在等。
I couldn't believe you just gave up just like this. You never tried.
I guessed you've move since you've removed the status.

I get the hint... I get it.
I'll move.

Acidity Reflux

Was supposed to start my new part-time job today. Unfortunately, my weak body has gotten worse. From fever to stomach burning to breathing difficulty. Had no choice but to visit the the doctor as I've been waking up almost every 2 hours.

That's my medication for acidity reflux. Doc said that it was a rehab due to my previous operation I had when I was a baby. Therefore, it will happen for no reason at times. =(

** Food to avoid: Milk, spicy and oily food.

Gosh! I can't live food without chilli. T.T !
But I'll try.

生病了 :(

生病了，不舒服了。
身体好虚弱哦。也许热过头了。哈哈！
要多多喝水了！

咳，没想到，生病时，想的最多，还是你。
何时才能忘了你？

`` 回来了！－

I'm back from 4D3N family road trip to Malaysia.
"EVENTFUL TRIP!" I should say. :)

路程回来时，发现到，今天是十六日。
难怪，觉得好低弱。
因为，脑海里都是你。
看来，我还是无法王前走。
因为，思念的，都是回忆。

一到家，马上上网络。
看看你的 Page, 读了歌词。。
看来。。你已经放弃了，不会再回头。
或者，你以为，朋友都在责怪你或伤了你的自尊心，所以你不想再回头。
你的离别真的让我有好多的问号。为何，你不要解释清楚呢？

虽然我已离去，但因为太爱你，即使你不会来临，我还是会一直抱着一点一滴的希望。

I wish I wasn't back to face through these memories again.

New Layout

I decided to do a brand new transformation to my blog as I can't figure how to add background behind my page to enhance the beauty of it. HAHA! In the end, I decide to make it simple, just like this. On the top right, there are things which you are able to find out more about. Which includes, my wishlist. *hint hint*. Just click on it & you will be able to see one whole pile of list.

Anw, Christmas is coming! So, to ease your headache of what to get for me, I've piles of things indicated on my list. HEHEHEHE! :P

By the way, a little update. Exams are over for me! 1 month of school holidays starts now before my hell begins again. Bad news received, I've to extend 3 more months of my education journey due to a module not offered in next trimester. Oh well~ :( No choice for that, it's the school management. As long as I'm able to get my degree and able to graduate by October 2013, I'm contented. (:

A good news to share!
I've finally bought my new baby! The lense which I've been eyeing for LOOOOONG!

NIKON PRIME LENSE 35MM 1.8F 

WOOHOOO! :D 

Christmas + Birthday Gift to myself ♥

Before I end this post, just wanna dedicate this to my lovely classmates who has been with me from Trimester 1 to 4. To those who graduate earlier than me: 

"Thank you girls for making my university journey worthwhile. It's been filled with wonderful memories! We go crazy, loud laughters, fan-girling around, slogging hard for projects together, indulging countless of redbull to keep us awake for the night, the insufficient of sleep etc. Well, those were the days & I'm really glad I've went through with you girls. Now that you girls have completed, I would like to congratulate you all & wish you all the best in your future endeavors. Though we have parted our ways but that doesn't mean we'll stop contacting! :P LOVE YOU GIRLS! Once again, Thank you for everything!" 

"As I'm typing this, the date is 12.12.12. 

If we were still together & if I were to text you about this special date. 

I guess you wouldn't even bother because to you, it will just be a date only. "

`` 至少走得比你早 －

至少走得比你早 

歌手：陆毅

你没有想过我会说分手
也许太习惯我在你左右
虽然离开你有很多理由
可看见你这样惊讶也足够

我想得比你多陪你一起更寂寞
我性格比你强怎样做你的绵羊
我年纪比你小不信快乐找不到
抬起头开了口

最后我比你骄傲从此不坐你的牢想不到你的好
记得和你的争吵想到老可到老可是和你做不到
如果你爱得比我少至少我走得比你早

你没有想过我会说分手
除非以为我甚么都忍受
就算你这时候努力挽留
不过是你不能接受我先走

我想得比你多陪你一起更寂寞
我性格比你强怎样做你的绵羊
我年纪比你小不信快乐找不到
抬起头开了口

最后我比你骄傲从此不坐你的牢想不到你的好
记得和你的争吵想到老可到老可是和你做不到
如果你爱得比我少幸好我走得比你早

轰轰烈烈地开口轰轰烈烈地开口

#repeat 

``难受－

我不知该如何是好。
Memories, do hurt. They do.

Headed to Sentosa to catch Song of the Sea with my grandma, mom & friends.
Walked through the path we used to stroll along. Memories flashed & they do hurt so badly.

以为，过了考试，心情会好一些。
But never do I expect, it seemed to be worse than I thought.
带着眼泪回家，因为，实在太难受。

`` 放弃 -

也许，我不该期待着希望。
因为，毕竟，是我先选址离开。
但不知为何我还在等待。
也许，你真的也已放弃。

我不想再猜，也不想再等待，更不想再折磨自己。
因为，我还是不懂你心里在想着什么。
你的不告而别，让我觉得很累。
我真的猜不透。
是时候该放弃了。。。
但这句话，说的容易，做的难。
因为心理，还是带着希望。

我到底，该怎么办？

`` 第二十八天 -

今天，第二十八天。

也等于，已经过了一个月的时期，没有你的存在的生活。

如果我能熬过一个月，就能够再熬过另一个月。

我，还是放不下。

难。

你，过得，怎么样？学习，工作，应付得了吗？ 

"I hate the way you let me go just like that, 

Without any explainations nor any clarifications.

It was the hardest decision to say goodbye, but yet you think I'm happier without you. 

And then you disappear just like that. 

Life without you, has never been easy.

Moreover, its harder when we had plans for the future. 

How am I to forgo all this? Is this how you handle things all the time? I don't think you do that for work, do you?"

`` AMEIZING World Tour Live Encore 2013 -

SAYS WHAT?!! :

Amei is returning back to Singapore in 2013 to hold her ENCORE "ameizing" live tour concert just like what Jams Hsiao did! WOOOTS! EXCITED MUCH! ♥_______♥!

Who's with me? (^^Y)
Heh! I missed it last year. Therefore, I'm not going to miss it this time round!
26 Jan 2013, 绝不能错过！

Ticket purchase will be open on 12 December 2012.
First 2,000 tickets sold will be entitled for 10% discount (Early birds)

So...
AMEI fans, WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR? :D:D:D:D