Sunday, June 18, 2006

*_unknOwn feelings_*

sometymes i wonder. getting into relationship can b realli hurtful at tymes. cos dis happen to moii fren, jia en. facing relationship probs. and dis scares me manx! things are getting so complicated.

now slowly have to settle the things asap b4 the situation gets worse. luckily ytd manage to settle the prob between her and cal <- her tutor. now haf to settle between her and her bf.

hmms. is this month basically a relationship prob days? why ppl around me are facing these probs? haish! some of them told me. wahs! i can become full tyme counsellor liaos. lolls! bud actually i feel happy dat dey told me their probs cos they trust me for who i am and i will keep their probs and help them lors. however, ytd i was real stress. suddenly everything came to moii mind and i felt so lost.

hopefully dis situation does not occur moii and him manx! otherwise dis is gonna b real scary! wahaha. i guess i wont b able to slp well also. hoho! pray hard. keke!

he is leaving for a day, moii frens are facing relationship probs, moii cousin. so many things occuring to me. plus moii sch work. i felt so much like running away. bud i noe running away isnt the best solution. i haf to overcome it and face it.

i dunno why these few days i been feeling so luan. moii heart is filled wid so many things. the feeling is just so heavy dat somehow, moii heart is gonna fall anytime. i needa noe whr moii aunty church. i wanna find moii way there someday. cos, onli dere makes me feel better. and i can tok to her too. does it sound abit scary? i think its normal la hors? haha! oh well. all i can do now is just help moii frens to settle all their probs. just try moii best. tml is moii oral exams and i do not wan it to affect it. so wish moii luck for moii prelims ehhs? hopefully tml oral wont b a tough one. or else, prepare to die!!! choy choy. *touch wood*.

to jia en:
i hope u are feeling better now as one prob haf been solve. hehs! hopefully adrian will b able to understand ur feelings. and nth serious will happen to u two barhs. anything u wanna let it out just gib me a call or msg. i will b ur listening ear and i will try moi best to help u alrite? just wanna let u noe dat, wadeva happens i will always b there for u whenever u need me yups? keep moii informed! =).
dun worry too much.
love u!

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