Friday, April 30, 2010

`` Runaway-

I've been living this pain for 4 years. Thinking that everything was over. But never did I expect, I was back to where I was. I was a fool to have believe someone whom I can lean on would be able to give me the strength to pull me through. However, I was wrong. I've lost myself further.

The reason for me typing this, is not to gain sympathy from people. But is to remind me to be independent. Hurt will eventually grow deeper when the person whom you expected to be with wasn't being to show the love and care.

不再靠别人也不想在靠别人
因为这样只会带来的更痛。
而因为这样,我失去了自己。
所以,暂时我会离开。
孤独的一个人承受这一切。
直到我再次地找到自己。

I'll be away for the time being. To recuperate till 我找回了自己。
Depending on sleeping pills are what I've always hated most. But I had no choice to do so in order to put myself to sleep.

Till then ......

“ 好累真的好累。
Forgive me for being like this.”


Thursday, April 29, 2010

`` Away ...


以为这些痛已结束

但没想到

脆弱的一刻再次重现

痛苦的记忆再次回复

黑漆漆的影片

我再次的害怕


“I'll be away for quite sometime.

Till I recover. "

Monday, April 26, 2010

THESIS THESIS THESIS ..


Typing Thesis is making my head bombarded ! 8,000 words of report ! And what makes it more annoying is when you have the idea to type & does not know how to phrase them in words.

This is exactly what I'm stuck at right now ! Language has never been my forte .. This has never change. Haaas ~ However, the ideas are all in my head. Alrights !! My brain juice is getting empty. I seriously need to get someone who is better in language to assist me before I start going crazy.


HELP HELP HELP !

" Thought it would be a holiday,
Never did I know it's just as the same."

Sunday, April 25, 2010

`` Nicholas 21st Birthday Party

HAPPY 21ST BUNG !

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Everyone had their 21st once in a lifetime. It's a key to independence. A young person grown to be a young adult.

P.s Nicholas : " Eh Bung, now that you are 21 pls do not watch too much porn film. It's time for you to find one. =P "

Yesterday, headed to Peninsular Plaza to meet Dear, Kelvin & Chris.A to get his birthday gift. After which, Kim, Aloy & Blue joined us at Raffles City. We've bought ART stickers from the shop to do some decos on the guitar. Our purpose for this was to make the guitar as Gay as possible. In all, it's the fun of it !

Took a taxi down... God ! The place was so damn Ulu. Didnt know it was so hidden. For what I've only recognized was the Bt Timah Rd where Island Creamery is. Jon met us at the restaurant at a later time.

Once we've reached, took out the guitar & start decorating it.

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IN THE PROCESS....

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OUR FINAL PRODUCT !
( cool uhhs ? )

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THE PLACE

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The moment we entered, gave him the gift & immediately asked him to open it.

TADAAAA !!

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And then .... It was dinner time ! Many of our stomachs were growling. So it was time to get our stomachs filled up.

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CHEERS TO BROTHERHOOD & SHATEC MATES

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Nic was giving out his "Thank-you" speech to us

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At the end, it was time to sing Birthday Song for Nicholas Lye. Blue eventually got pulled out to sing Viet version. Hahas !

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There's always bound to have a " SABOTAGE " in everyone's birthday. So this was what, Eva & Dear did. =D

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And final programme for the night, Nic sang/played us a song. But all were 1/2 way. -___-"

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Finally, that marks to the end of celebration. Part 2 for the guys were at Rebel.
Dear sent me home after that. =)

To Shatec Mates : " Sorry for the poor photography of the blur images I had produced... as I'm still in the process of learning for night shots. Hope u guys wont mind. Sorry about that. Anyways, it was nice to see all of you again. More gatherings to come. (: "

PHOTOGRAPHY , IS JUST WHAT I LOVE ❥

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" Give me sometime to get the HAND of it,
And I'll produce what you all have always wanted it to be. "

Monday, April 19, 2010

`` HongKong 2010

Hey peeps ! I'm back from my HongKong trip after being away for 5 days.
Totally fun & enjoyable time spent with my family. Did alot of shoppings & not forgetting gifts for friends & colleagues. Like what I've post in my FB. HK is all about ... 买东西吃东西 ! 买东西吃东西 !

Their population wise was really a horrid. The crowd there were like 5x more than Singapore I guess? What a huge population they got ! Everyone would just rush here and there. Pushing one another like nobody's business without saying a word " Excuse Me ! " Someway, somehow, it reminds me back then when I was in China with my family. But at least they were 10X better than China people. Hahas !

I love their dessert the most. Mango dessert ! Yum Yum ! Remember, when you go HK, please go to this dessert stall, "Hui Lau Shan." That's where their yummy desserts came from. Though it may be a little pricey, but its the quality that counts ! Totally worth to try !!

All in all , if you were to ask me if I would like to be in HK again. I would give a definately YES !! But of cos, not now. Totally broke from my trip. HAHA !

Here are the links below for photos. Check them out ! (:
  • Day 1 : http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=413881&id=534230503&ref=mf
  • Day 2 (Part 1) : http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=413949&id=534230503&ref=mf
  • Day 2 (Part 2) : http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=414488&id=534230503&ref=mf
  • Day 3 : http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=414513&id=534230503&ref=mf
  • Day 4 (Part 1) : http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=415839&id=534230503&ref=mf
  • Day 4 (Part 2) : http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=415849&id=534230503&ref=mf
  • Day 4 (Part 3) : http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=415855&id=534230503&ref=mf
  • Day 5 : http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=415875&id=534230503&ref=mf
" If only I have a carefree life,
How nice would that be ? "

Sunday, April 11, 2010

`` Jess 21st Birthday -

Though its not your actual yet, but still .....
HAPPY 21st IN ADVANCE ! =D

Headed to Essential Brews @ Holland V. to attend Jessica's 21st Birthday Celebration.
Very nice place I should say. And, it's really great to see your ex-school mates & teachers again. Well, I really miss our Secondary School days.

BIRTHDAY PARTY DECOS

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POLAROID WITH JESSICA

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WITH STC SCHOOL MATES & TEACHERS

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YUMMY DINNER & DESSERT

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SWEET SWEET BIRTHDAY CAKE

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BIRTHDAY GIRL

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THE BABY LOOKS SO CUTE & INNOCENT
( Awwwws ~ )

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CUPCAKES FOR HER FROM US (:

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4 - EYED FROG CLIQUE

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ONCE AN IJ, FOREVER AN IJ

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BABY WITH BALLOONS !
( So CUTE )

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OUR WISHES TO JESSICA

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CUTE CUTE LIL CUPCAKES

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PHOTO TAKING WITH BIRTHDAY GIRL

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Before bidding goodbye ,
Once again ......

HAPPY ADVANCED BIRTHDAY JESSICA !
( May you stay happy always =D )

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" Sometimes, it's always nice to look back ..
To see how each & everyone has grown. "