Tuesday, August 22, 2006

*_terrible.headache_*

now i noe the reason why these few days moii temper has been getting frm bad to worse. cos i am pms-ing. lolls ! wad the hell manx. i getting violent these few days. moii frens now also get the ans why was i so moody these few days. why did i threw moii temper on fri as well.

haish ! being a female is so ma fan. always have mood-swings. must gib birth. must haf dat period. arghs ! next time when i re-born iwanna b a guy. no worries. come to think of it. its realli funni. wanna noe why ? guys want to be gurl in their next life and gurls wan to b guy in their next life. its like an exchange. bud of cos ! i am not refering to everyone bud some .

hmms ! being a gurl is a nice thing afterall. oh well. in moi next life. i will let god decide wad wld i b barhs. heh heh ! come to think of it again. its so scary when u enter another world. i cant even dare to imagine dat ! when i leave to another world. wad wld it b ? whr wld i end up to ? arhs ! I DUN WANNA DIE !!

been feeling very tired todae. hafing terrible headache. i didnt haf the mood to talk, to joke or rather to do anything. moii headache is so terrible. no appetite to eat either. when i reached home, ate moii lunch den went online for awhile to check moii email. meanwhile was chatting wid moii mom and moii aunties. heh heh ! instead of chatting wid youngsters online. i chat wid the oldies first. lolls !

and u noe wad ?
having the most beautiful thing in my life is moii mom. moii greatest gift. all the while, she is being there for me. i felt so touched when we were chatting on msn. tears slowly dripping down moii eyes. i felt so wrong.
the past,
how i treated her.
how i threw moii temper & she did not even complained anything. though she always nagged at me and i felt irritated at times. bud i noe she meant well. i felt so fortunate to haf such a wonderful mom. i am one of the luckiest gurl so haf such perfect mom !
i so much wanting to say :
"mummy, i love you ! i will make u proud one day ! i promise ! "

4 pm plus i went to slp. dar called me at 5 plus if i'm not wrong. and i didnt noe wad was i murmuring. hahs ! cos all i care abt is go back to slp. oh shucks ! i hope i didnt say anything wrong la hors ?

thx "brother " ! for calling me to wake me up. actually i was to lazy to wake up to. i am so damn tired ! felt much better after moii nap. studied bio abit den haf dinner. now i am in the rm. feeling so slpy. moii batt is going dead soon. arhhs ! bud i ve to chiong to finish up all moii work ! so tired sia. moii mood now isnt going well either... i need a break soon. sooner or later i wld just break down if these goes on. yikes !

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