Thursday, August 03, 2006

*_unfit_*

guess wad ? todae i went for pe. moii frens were like "ker is finally doing PE!! yay!! WELCOME !! " clap clap. cheers! wahhs. i was like. heh heh !! so happy for me to do pe ehhs ? just so conincidence, minnie is also doing PE too and we are wearing the same new pe shirt. high 5 gal !!

played captains ball todae and ran 3 rounds round the track. captains ball was realli tiring. i was the goal keeper. hahs ! catching the balls & i've been hit by shalini and got molested by her serveral times. lolls ! poor me. moii first day of pe. wahh! so fierce.

mr francis : ehs! stop molesting geradine la !

i was laughin away manx. natasha became the flower pot. lolls !! after pe, went for maths lesson den to CME. wasnt feeling well frm dat moment. felt like puking and eventually went to the washrm and puke all water out. guess i am realli unfit. haven been doing PE for such a long time or rather been exercising. went to gym during recess and tried out all equipments. whoa !! i am so tempted to go to gym to train moiiself up. especially moii muscles and stomach area. hohos! let me decide when barhs. hmms..

after recess had eng period. got back moii oral results. the comment was.." she is very quiet. nd to giv more opinions." i was like. ehhh ?! oral also can tell whether am i quiet anot ? bud i admit that. i am a quiet person since young. i hardly talk onli dis yr i changed. cos i realised..being quiet its not a gd thing afterall. sometimes u just nd to talk out den ppl will noe u more. keeping quiet all the way isnt a gd way also. u cant express urself. i also wann thank dar for helping to realise dat.cos he is the one who make me changed. onli after he came along den i began to open up abit. so dar, just gib me some time okays ? i will changed. =)). as long as u are happy. i will b.

reflecting moii past time just made me sad. ytd i was reflecting abt it. somehow i just cried. how hurtful i actually was. how i overcome it. this yr i changed alot. i realise. its time to grow up ehhs ?? think maturely. expose to environment more and not just hide in one corner and do nth. cos its just wouldnt help. i am 17 yrs old already. i'm no longer a kid so its time to move on..isnt it so ? at the same time. i ve to b strong too. i ve to b tough. i am just so weak.

b4 knowing him, i always bottled up moii feelings. wadeva probs i haf i always kept to moiiself. i hardly share wid any one. all i do is just a bk and music. to write down to play, to sing. to release all moii troubles away and going to the beach, facing the sea. the windy breeze is just so relaxing. yupps !! onli after i met him, den i became to open up moii feelings to ppl. so all i can say is.. dar ! thank you ! thank you for changing me.

did compre for eng. the passage was so damn hard !! i cant even understand wads the question is talking abt. so challenging. haishyoo!

gonna haf bio test and lit mock exams. so many things to study. i dunno how to start !! 3 tests in one wk. and they are all reading types. arhhhhs ! HELP ME! LOLS. just wish me luck tml barhs.

just came to noe that moii bro and his gf joined a match make couple contest tml. hahs!! i wish them luck. hohos !! can win ten thousand ohhhs.. c who got the most fu qi lian i think. i am not sure too. hope they can win manx !! den wedding subsidies can minus out looo.. hohohohos..=)

hope they can get into finals..!! jia you barhs. our whole family are surpporting u !!

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