CNY -

YES YES !! Cny is here ! I know I haven't been updating recently. Been really busy nowadays. So, I won't be updating as frequent as before anymore.

GONG XI FA CAI EVERYONE !

DAY 1

DAY 2

DAY 3

SOMETHING THAT I DID FOR MYSELF

TODAY

It's my Dad's birthday !

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY !! (:

Went to Wenting's place in the afternoon. Dear didn't went with me as he was having diahorrea since last nite. So, I told him to stay at home instead. I stayed for awhile and then went back home. Relatives are coming over to my place.

Then dear msged me saying that he wants to come over as he was feeling better. Waited for him downstairs and brought him up. This is the first time he actually went up to my place alone. I'm glad that it's a good start. The kids had fun with him , some of my relatives communicated with him . Finally , here comes the celebration !!

SWENSENS BIRTHDAY CAKE

WITH HIS FAV MJ TILES

( look at the tiles carefully )

MY HAPPY DAD

ONE BIG FAMILY

DAD INITIATE ME TO TAKE FOR HIM

He was happily opening his presents. It's been such a long time he has last received presents. Look at how happy he was. Hahs.

It feels so nice to have a big warm family . I blessed to be born in here. (:

" Just remain like this .

How nice would it be ? "

`` 好想哭 , 心好痛 .无论是什么我就成为，我还是我自己

停止隐藏，让我们面对现实。
没有一点逃跑。
作为，您仍然面对它的问题。

目前有放慢速度，放松您的想法。
打开您的空间，
光会。
关闭你的眼睛。
听您的心。走去，并且你将永远不会出问题。

因此停止隐藏，让我们面对现实。
因为，这是没有意义的逃跑。
无论你已经成为，
不管有多少您改变，您仍然自己。

Decided to type chinese for the moment by using chinese translator from one of the website. Thankfully, it does works ! Coz' my lousy old laptop doesn't have any chinese programme. Sigh ~ But that doesn't matter. (:

To summarize for all , the above that I've typed are just some encouragement & venting out for myself.For the benefits to me. Many problems have been occuring lately . I'm trying my best to fix myself for now . Healing all the pains that I'm suffering . CNY is coming . So, let's just not spoil the mood of the upcoming New Year yeahhs ?

It may be tough , I'll never admit defeat . Whatever I've become , Whatever that I've gone through . Geradine will still be Geradine .

" I've finally found something I always wanted.

Thank you . "

TwentyBirthday'

140109, Wednesday

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO geradine
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME

Alright . I have to accept the fact that I have officially turned twenty'. You know , the number "2" is really so sensitive to me. But let's look on the positive side. One more year to 21 . Sigh ~ I see the word "2" again. =( .

Thanks to Dear, Jaren, DarlingEn, FhengJieNing, Adrian, Aloy, Sayang, Jackson, Nic & Jar who counted down my bday on purpose lorhs. Especially to the first 5 names mentioned who kept on mentiong the 2 word. Which made me got so annoyed. Felt so much like "hammering" them.

Got scared by DarlingEn when she missed call me & appeared outside my doorstep. I wanted to scare her initially. But I got scared by her instead as I was receiving call from Cailing. LOL ! Didnt pay much attention into scaring her. Saw her long black hair , appearing at the side of my gate & slowly her face started appearing. I scream so loud when I saw her. Laughed till I " peng " on the ground.

I was indeed very touched by her actions. This is the first time someone actually brought gift to me at 12midnight. She was sick somemore. Down with fever & Chicken Pox. Poor thing .
Recover Soon Darling ! Be guai for a month & you can eat whatever you want ! (:

Anyways , I wanna thank those who wishes me at tweleve midnight or early .
DarlingEn , Dear , Jaren , Adrian , Jaslin , Terence , Nic , DarlingSim , Cailing , Rei , Jaryne , Jackson , Evelyn , Mary , Sayang .

I went to school in the morning . Reaches at 9am. This was what I saw on my table .

The whole class was so quiet. I felt so stunned . Then they started singing birthday song . My trainer was even in class too. I was so blushed & touched ! Thank you class !

MY SISTERS & DEAR WHO PREPARED THIS FOR ME

I WAS TOO SURPRISE TO EVEN FORGET ABOUT MAKING WISHES

CUT CAKE

MY LOVELY SISTERS

LOOK AT HOW WE SHARED OUR CAKE

NOT FORGETTING, MY DEARIE TOO !

I HAD MY MUFFIN FOR LUNCH

( filled with many loves )

Met up with Felicia cousin at MRT station after school. So sweet of her to specially come down. Then we went on seperate ways & Dear sent me home. Unpleasant things happen. I shall not say anymore because it upsets me alot. I sms-ed to darlingen alot & I teared alot. Sigh ~

PREPARED TO LEAVE THE HOUSE FOR DINNER

Went to HollandV. Crystal Jade for dinner as mom had voucher to clear. Food was great ! And we bought home Swensen's Icecream Cake home .

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME

MY FAMILY

( don't you think all of us look alike ? )

TWO ... ZERO ... FIVE ?!

( pronounce it in chinese, you'll get it )

CUT CAKE

MOST CREDITS GOES TO MY MOM

( Without her , there wouldn't be me. )

ARTISTIC SHOT BY MY SIS-IN-LAW

GREEDY GREEDY ME

TIME TO DISTRIBUTE

NICE PRESENTATION EH ?

( with the diamond beside it )

MY BIRTHDAY CAKE

SHE GOT THE BIGGEST SLICE

Received a sms by Dear asking me to look outside my gate. I didn't want to at first. But then again, I don't want to make things worse nor disappoint him. So I went out & saw a bouquet of flowers plus a present. Called him & went to find him .

THANK YOU VERY MUCH

Though I'm still very much upset . But at least, he still makes the effort to do a recovery. (:
He walked me to the doorstep after that. This was what he got for me ....

WALLET FROM WALLETSHOP

HELLOKITTY CALENDAR & ROSES

8 LOVE LETTERS

( which almost made me tear )

I'M LOOKING FORWARD TO THE ARRIVAL OF THIS DATE

COMBINATION

ME WITH THE ROSES

I REALLY LOVE THEM

IF ONLY I CAN KEEP THEM FOREVER

UNFORTUNATELY , THEY CAN NEVER LIVE FOREVER

( so I took photos to keep it as memories )

Okays ! Here are the rest of my pressies I received .

FROM DARLING EN

VANESSA COUSIN

MY SISTERS

JUSTINA

( dearie's sis )

FELICIA COUSIN

Thank you for all the sweet sweet pressies !

geradine simply love every single one of them .

Thank you to the rest who wishes me ...

DHM0407'B' , sisters , Ping , Mark , Justina , Shihui , Gracepiggy, SaKor , Roro , Felicia , AhTiang , MichChua, Jeff & MyFamily .

" Please let this stop ,

I'm living with fear every morning . "

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150109 , Thursday

Met up with Jaslin at JP2 . Had lunch at " LaiLai " restaurant .

OUR FOOD

Food there was really good ! Then we went shopping round JP2 . I love ArtBox & Stationary Island. The notebooks & organisers there were really cute ! They were so attractive . I was so tempted by it but then again , I got to resist the temptation of buying !

Accompanied her to buy her stuffs. I wanted to get my shoe from Charles & Keith . Unfortunately, they do not have my sizes anymore. I'll go to other outlet other time then . (:

After a long day of shopping , its time to dine in to Bakerzin' to have WarmChoc cake. They were having promo. $4.90 for one till 31st Jan. It's worth it ! I didn't order mine in the end. Was too full to eat . So , I had a few mouths from Jaslin .

BOUGHT HER AN ORGANISER

( for some reasons )

WARM CHOC CAKE

Had a tiring day. Headed to my place to play Wii . She bought for my family pineapple tarts .

WE WORE SAME SHIRT

( So coincidental )

MY BUDDY , MY AH NEK , MY QING AI DE PLAYER

Enough of photos , time to play Wii ! Intro her Raving Rabbits. One of my favourite yet retarded game. She got so addicted by it till the fact that , she doesn't wanna go home . Hahs !

" Leave it as it is ,
Don't let it change . "

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170109 Saturday

Before I start my entry , I wanna wish my dearie ...

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY !

- 1 year 6 months

Our love is still as strong as ever . (:

I went for my vocal lesson. Received pressies from my lover , Cailing . It was really really sweet of her . And I'm really really truely touched by her gifts .

X'MAS GIFT

BIRTHDAY GIFT

I LOVE YOU LOVER ! (:

I LOVE MY CLASSMATES TOO !

Went to meet mom & grandma after lesson. Headed to AnchorPoint to have lunch at HongKong Cafe. They love the food there . Then, we walked around . Mom needs to shop for her CNY clothings while I was looking for my white heels. Unfortunately, nothing to be found.

Took a bus down to Bugis. Mom wants to go temple to pray & walked around in OG. Then again, nothing to be found. Headed to Bugis Junction. Entered Charles & Keith. Found my heels but not my size. People there were jammed packed . I felt so annoyed . Oh yes ! Mom got her sandles. Anw last resort for me , Marina Square . Where I originally found my heels and bag .

Yays ! Thankfully , I found them ! xD

Had dinner in FoodCourt. I only ate dessert as I was really bloated. Grandma bet with me I will be hungry at 11pm . True enough , I felt hungry later at night . Not at 11pm but an hour early. 10pm instead. Lols !

Sigh ~ some words from my grandma were really sour . I'll pull myself through and not think so much about it. I promise , I'll definately keep them well .

" Keep me away from all those fears.
Prevent me from happening every morning . "