`` 好想哭 , 心好痛 .无论是什么我就成为，我还是我自己

停止隐藏，让我们面对现实。
没有一点逃跑。
作为，您仍然面对它的问题。

目前有放慢速度，放松您的想法。
打开您的空间，
光会。
关闭你的眼睛。
听您的心。走去，并且你将永远不会出问题。

因此停止隐藏，让我们面对现实。
因为，这是没有意义的逃跑。
无论你已经成为，
不管有多少您改变，您仍然自己。

Decided to type chinese for the moment by using chinese translator from one of the website. Thankfully, it does works ! Coz' my lousy old laptop doesn't have any chinese programme. Sigh ~ But that doesn't matter. (:

To summarize for all , the above that I've typed are just some encouragement & venting out for myself.For the benefits to me. Many problems have been occuring lately . I'm trying my best to fix myself for now . Healing all the pains that I'm suffering . CNY is coming . So, let's just not spoil the mood of the upcoming New Year yeahhs ?

It may be tough , I'll never admit defeat . Whatever I've become , Whatever that I've gone through . Geradine will still be Geradine .

" I've finally found something I always wanted.

Thank you . "