`` ShoppingSprees ; Scariest Audition Ever !

2 DAYS OF SHOPPING SPREES

050109 - O60109

I had two days of shopping spree with my darling Sim.
In total I bought :

• 1 Pair of Jeans
• 2 Pairs of Shorts
• 1 Dress
• 3 Tops

SPENT AN HOUR WAITING FOR HER TO BE READY
( -___________-" )

LUNCHIE AFTER HER EAR CANDLING AT BK
( Day One )

LUNCH IN HK CAFE
( Day two )

I'M LOYAL TO MY STRAWBERRY MILKSHAKE

SHE'S LOYAL TO HER OREO CRUSH

OUR BEVERAGES

OUTSIDE LUCKY PLAZA

( Accompanied her to load her Ds games )

LAST DESTINATION : MARINA SQ

MY SPREES

I'm left with handbag & heels ! Shall shop with mommy on Saturday. XD .

No more spending on apparel items already . I have more than enough on that. My online goods have arrived. Just in time to wear it for CNY after waiting for about 2months? LOLS !

Ping asked me to look at En's blog. Honestly speaking, the feeling in me was rather down. I felt "bu shuang" by the way she typed. I felt mistaken by the way she thinks that shopping seems to be more impt than meeting her. But the truth wasn't being this way. I thought she could spend more time with Rei. Never did I expect to turn out like this. And one more thing ! I have never intend to fly her aeroplane. I dont feel that this is consider flying aeroplane either.

DarlingEn, if you are unhappy please do tell me. Don't say such things. It really upsets me alot.

Anw, I can't say much either. It's her blog. She's free to type whatever she wants. Blog is just like a journal in people's mindset. I have talked to her about it & she said becoz' she got influence by her bf's sis blog. >.< " . So , yeps ! I shall not brood over it anymore. Small matters. Mis-communications was the answer.

" I thought this could end.
Unfortunately, it happened again "

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070109 WEDNESDAY

Before I start my entry , I just wanna wish .....

SAYANG ! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU !

- if you are reading this .

You have turned twenty ! One more year to go to holding your key ! I miss you plenty.

Much Loves !

I will always remember her bday. Why ? She is just a week earlier than mine. 7 days . Boohooos ! Days are getting nearer and school is starting soon. I got my timetable already. Really hate those subjects. Thinking of wearing homeclothes really got me headache ! Why can't they just stick to wearing sch-uniforms ?!

Darling came over & bought me lunch .

Watched Open Seasons 2. It was a lame , stupid show. But nice !

Then , we went into my room. And started my practising for the audition . MF called me at the very last min the day before. I had not much time to prepare. Its the last session. So , I gave it a goal. Sim gave me advises to improve. - thanks darling .

Time to take a break ! Played Raving Rabbits TV for awhile before I got myself prepared.

MY HAIRSTYLE

MY X'MAS PRESSIE

( It's just a show. Coz' I chose my own gift . >.< )

SHE HELPED ME ALOT FOR THIS AUDITION

( I owe u one darling ! My agreement to you . I promise ! )

Left the house & took 145 down. Went to register with Wewe ( receptionist ). Test the CD & waited for my turn .

KEEPING MYSELF CALM

Awhile later , I got in. I felt so lost , so stunned. I didn't expect to have 3 judges. And they are those Big Shots ! 1 professional photographer & a videographer. About 5 to 6 audiences. This was my first time experiencing sitaution like this. I thought it was just 2 judges listening to me. Never did I expect to turn out like this. I was pretty shocked !

Nevertheless, I sung my best. Didn't manage to hear myself or the music. I guess, I didn't do pretty well as I expected. Even darling said so too . One of the judge even asked me if I prepared a female song too. I said No to her. Well, I could have sang it without music . I was too lost to do anything. Anw, it's over ! I can't turn back. It may turned out to be a disappointment. But, I wont hold that for long.

An scary experience , something to learn in return. There's always a first time in every person's life. Most importantly , we learnt & not repeating the same mistakes again. I learnt mine. I don't pinned any hopes in entering this audition. Of coz' it would be good if I do. Hahs ! Rahhs ~! Who doesn't ? I'll wait 2 years later if I don't. I'll keep on trying. Just like my teacher. She does that too. And look how is she now ? A successful vocalist trainer ! (:

FILLING UP THE FORM BEFORE I LEAVE

MY SCHOOL

Sim had cravings for Rojak ! So , I brought her to Maxwell market . Unfortunately, the store was close. Then, we walked to Chinatown instead. There's another nice Rojak stall there.

CNY DECORATIONS

Sigh ~! It closed too. Oh wells, seems like she's not fated to have Rojak today. Hahs ! Bought Bubble Tea to satisfy our thirst. I love the milktea there. The best one ! (:

She decided to have porridge in the end.

ON OUR WAY BACK TO BUS STOP

So lucky of me to have spot a Gallardo Spyder on the road in Chinatown.

Alrights ! Today is gonna be the last day of meeting her before my school re-opens. Though I'm gonna be real busy after my school starts, but I'll definately fork out sometime for her. CNY days perharps? Or mayb, the 'O' lvl results day. - I will be there for you darling.

Thanks to those who gave me encouragments before the audition starts. It meant alot.

- Ping , Jiening, Doreen, Dear & Gen . ( hope I don't miss anyone out. )

HOME SWEET HOME

"I'm just deceiving myself afterall .
The truth was , I wasn't happy. "