`` Time Of My Life -

TIME OF MY LIFE

I’ve been waiting for my dreams
To turn into something
I could believe in
And looking for that
Magic rainbow
On the horizon
I couldn’t see it
Until I let go
Gave into love and watched all the bitterness burn
Now I’m coming alive
Body and soul
And feelin’ my world start to turn

And I’ll taste every moment
And live it out loud
I know this is the time,
This is the time
To be more than a name
Or a face in the crowd
I know this is the time
This is the time of my life
Time of my life

Holding onto things that vanished
Into the air
Left me in pieces
But now I’m rising from the ashes
Finding my wings
And all that I needed
Was there all along
Within my reach
As close as the beat of my heart

and I’ll taste every moment
And live it out loud
I know this is the time,
This is the time to be
More than a name
Or a face in the crowd
I know this is the time
This is the time of my life
Time of my life

And I’m out on the edge of forever
Ready to run
I’m keeping my feet on the ground
Arms open wide
Face to the sun

I’ll taste every moment
And live it out loud
I know this is the time,
This is the time to be
More than a name
Or a face in the crowd
I know this is the time
This is the time of my life
Time of my life
More than a name
Or a face in the crowd
This is the time
This is the time of my life.
This is the time of my life.

David Cook

I was at the poolside working & I happened to hear this song for days. It really inspires me to fulfill my dreams and goals. That is... musicality & performance.

As for today, I am feeling rather horrible. Lucky I'm off today , rested at home. Otherwise I would be walking like a dead person. Last night , I had two terrible nightmares. It's been quite sometime I last cried in my dreams. And this time , I had it again. The worse of the worse!

One was regarding about my performance group. And another one was a tragedy which I don't wanna remember anymore.

Probably I was too exhausted from my work last night . Probably , it was a sign. Everything seemed so real. And like what people have said , life is always unpredictable. Dreams may not be real but they can be true too. You never know.

I was really afraid . Trembles , tears , loneliness. I struggled all by myself. I needed someone. I don't want to be alone . But I was too weak to have even done so. I'm exhausted ....... I need the strength to carry on .

" I needed someone .
Not leaving me behind here. "

`` GOOBYE MICHAEL JACKSON -

Upon receiving the death of Michael Jackson, it was really sudden. Everyone is my department were talking about it. I felt the pinch in my heart. I was once a fan of Michael Jackson before he went white. I love his dance, his MVs , his songs. They were really goood.

Gradually, as he changed himself to become fairer than before because of his insecurity ... My impression in him slowly changes. He wasn't what he is. But still , he left a deep impression in my heart. I really admired him.

Here are some of the videos which I liked.

• http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iL_NzaDv4yY
• http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YVoJ6OO6lR4
• http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZkGOiS75Lwk

GOODBYE MICHAEL JACKSON
- the king of pop -

Everytime I viewed his video , I felt heartache. It was a waste for him to leave. Anyways , life is always unpredictable . You'll never know what will happen next . Just like what has happened to him. It was so sudden !

" I'll keep you in my prayers .
Goodbye . "

`` Catching-up !

190609 FRIDAY

Met up with Dearie , Jaslin & Wenting . It has been months I last saw my sister. (:

- miss you sis !

3 of them were off except me ! T_T

We had lunch together at PepperLunch . Catch up with some moments. I really miss school life even though I dislike the feeling of having exams. Hahs !

A SOLO OF ME

THE 3 OF US

SEE THAT VAINPOT !

AH NEK & ME

WENTING SIS & ME

Poor dearieeee was waiting for us for quite sometime. Hahas !

DEARIE & ME

Fish came to join us not long after. And then we parted our own ways. Dearie sent me to HarbourFront to meet up with Darling Sim . Both of us had so much to @@#$@#%@#$! about.

She was hungry & introduced me to this place.

She had her Ebi Curry while I had my Vanilla Cream Puff. At first I thought it was Ice-cream puff. It cheated my feeeeelinnnngs ! I was so sad when I ate it . T_T
Bahhhhhhhhs ~

PHOTOS ARE ALWAYS SO DECIEVING !

Stayed till around 9pm plus & we headed home. As I had to work morning the next day.

MISS YOU DARLING ! (:

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WEDNESDAY 240609

Went home after work to take a rest & headed down to Marina Sq to meet Darling En & Ping. It has been awhile I last saw them. We had dinner in Pasta Waraku.

Took their set mean because the price was very worth it. But it made us feel so bloated till the fact that we had trouble finishing up our food. We had to force ourselves. Hahs ! Greedy us ! =P

Walked around Marina after that. Catching Soft toys are really the trend now. I'm seeing all new shopping centres with these kind of machines. It's like everywhere. The 3 of us were really attracted to Sesame Streets ! It was my childhood show. I love Elmo , Trash Can , Cookie Monster & Big Bird.

I remembered when I was a kid , I would always watch this show without fail. Regardless how many times I watched it repeatedly, I will never get sick & tired of it. Hahs ! We had 3x $1 coins. So, we tried to catch to have the fun of it & to try our luck as well . I was attracted by Coookie Monster & Big Bird ! They looked so cuteeee ~

You know what ? We were so lucky . With just spending of $3 , we caught 6 all together. Just nice 2 for each. Heehee !

My next aim : Big Bird

Wanted to catch a movie actually. But the timing doesnt meet to us. In the end , we went to Bugis & had window shopping in the new shopping centre. I see more & more unusual shops with unknown names which I have never seen before. Quite interesting actually. (:

Went home at 10pm. All of us were exhausted.

" 我累了不想再拉扯,
始终还是决定选择放弃 "

`` STC meet-up !

After so long ........ ..... ..... ,
I finally got new phone for myself ! Thanks to my dad for purchasing that for me. Hees~ I wanted to get an organizer phone all along so that I don't have to keep on carrying my organizer book everywhere I go . Its so troublesome & bulky. As most of u guys know , I got STM . I forget things easily. So therefore , I need this phone ! >.<

MOM GOT $100 STARHUB VOUCHER

MY E71 PHONE

I tried looking for touch screen phones. But these days , touch screen phones doesnt look as good. So, I gave up the idea of having touch screen. Honestly speaking , this E71 phone that I'm having is really kinda difficult to get used to especially during sms-es. The keypads are so different. Like a keyboard style. And their keypads are so small. Hahas !

Applications are kinda different from other normal phones as well . I need sometime to get used to & also to learn how to use it ! I still don't know. Clueless about my own phone. =X

It's been 2 to 3 years we have last met. And today , is the day where we finally get together as a clique once more. I really miss the past where all our memories were left behind. How much fun we had during our sec school days. The stupid things we had done really brought us so much joy & laughter.

We met up in the evening & celebrated Sandy's 21st Birthday in Astons at Cathy. Food was good , the surroundings and atmosphere were good too ! Surprised for her which we planned was a great success ! (:
Wuuhoooo !

RESTED AT HOME FOR AWHILE AFTER WORK & DOWN TO CATHY

SUZANNA , JERMAINE & AIYUE

SHI HUI, SANDY & ME

THE " DRUNKARD" US

MY ROOTBEER DRINK

TRIANGLE FORMATION
( haha ! )

ARTISTIC SHOT FROM SUZAN

ME & MY ROOTBEER

SUZANNA & ME

AIYUE & ME

SHIHUI & ME

HERE COMES THE ARRIVAL OF OUR FOOD (:
( hungry ! Yum ! yum ! )

GREEDY SANDY
(tsk tsk tsk ..)

Once our food arrives , we started recalling about our past. How much stupid things we had done during our sec school lives. Hahs ! And also how we came out naming our cliques as ZIZI TUAN and 4-EYES FROG. I love recalling them ! >.<

After finishing our food , here comes our surprise for her . The staffs did a greeeatt job ! Even we were shocked too. We just kept on talking to Sandy to refrain her from turning the other side. Then, suddenly , the lights were off. Claps of our hands & we sang birthday song with the cake & candles.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SANDY !

HER BIRTHDAY CAKE

( green tea )

CAKE CUTTING TIME

SHE HAD TO LOOK AROUND FOR HER GIFT
( we attracted several attention actually. hahas ! )

WE GOT HER CAPITAL LAND VOUCHER

Taste do change as time pass . We didn't know what she needs or rather what to get for her. At least , getting her vouchers would be the best of all. (:

POOR SANDY GOT SABOTAGE

FUN IS OVER , CAKE IS FOR US TO EAT xD
( it taste so delicious ! )

Headed home at 9 plus - 10pm. I had to work the next day. Anyways , we'll be meeting again on 24July. This is the day I'll be looking forward to . (:

HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY SANDY !

" People do change ,
But our hearts remain the same . "