`` DAMN !!

This week I've been coming home everday feeling up with frustration. Yesterday , I burst out of tears silently to my sleep as I could not take it anymore. Have not been updating blog recently becos i've been having busy schedules regarding my work & renovations.

I was doing either OT or doing designs of board for promotion. I have finally finished them. Will upload my workpiece when I'm able to. =)
Regarding the renovation . Everyone in my family is feeling very piss off with the contractor. Giving us excuses after excuses & he still dare to ask for more $ . Which is totally impossible !

Sorry peeps ! Allow me to vent my frustration here .

" Stop coming to my house , giving us black face ... asking my mom or dad for money any further. Pleading us to pity you ? Fat hope !! You've caused so much inconvience to us. To think we have once trusted you to have done out our room nicely. In return , you spent our money on other things and you still dare to ask for more ? Don't you think its too much ? Don't you dare take advantage of our kindness ! & please ... stop giving us those dramatic excuses. We don't have to know all these stories of yours. All thanks to you , our house is in a total mess !! No proper bed , No proper furnitures to store our things , No mirror to look at our appearance .. we can only view by our own imagination. etc etc . To think I've also once respected you. I was soooo damn wrong. Now , we've finally seen your true colours !

One more time I see your face , asking my parents for money. Let me tell you this , I don't give a damn anymore. Don't force me to scold you either & be rude to you. Cos you are the one pushed us in this state ! "

Bye Bye for now .
Will update details tomorrow. Goodnight !
RAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS !
This is so damn frustrating !!

" Open your eyes when you make a decision .

Choose a wrong one & thus, ended up feeling full of regrets . "