Though it was all okay but when it comes to presentation individually, I'm never satisfied with mine.....
Standing infront of everyone has always been my fear since young ; which results, having low confidence level. I've tried training myself but it never succeed. Shivers whenever I performed on stage, feeling prepared yet unable perform well when it comes to presentation - empty mind. It's totally depressing at times when you know you could do better than this yet, unable to do so. Sometimes, I do wonder where do others get the strength of confidence but I don't. And I gotta admit this, it's the mind that play a part. Unfortunately, till now I still have not overcome this though I very much wanted to. That's also one of the reason why I left performing.
I REALLY HOPE THAT I'M ABLE TO BUILD UP MY CONFIDENCE SOON!
- to fulfill my passion of performing once again.
- to be able to present myself well in future
Assignments have been done so do tests too!
Marketing law just ended on Saturday & I do have to say, it's a tricky paper. I'm pretty worried for this test because I've lost approx 6 marks for it. I didn't get to finish. Honestly speaking, I don't have the confidence of passing this paper though it's an open book test. Looking forward, I really need to brush up on the exams and make sure I score. A credit will be good enough for me for marketing. I don wanna pin too much hope on MAL. Just a pass so I can go through for the next trimester. (:
Been worn out these days. Assignments dead lines are approaching. Each day passed, makes my heart skips a beat. Adding on, I had family duties to take care of. This week has been a hectic one. BREATHE GERADINE, BREATHE!!
Vancouver relatives departed today after staying for a month at my place.
Time sure flies real quickly and it's pretty scary whenever I felt that way. =/
I did remember this date & I pampered myself on this date.
Why? - Because I did online shopping on G-Market! WAHAHAHA!
Jaslin is gonna kill me when she receives the parcel becoz' all my delivery loots goes to her place & I'll meet her to collect it afterwhich.
This was what I've gotten...
Gotten this WHITE color (:
Believe it or not, these are gonna be my CNY dresses in 2012. HAHAHHAA!
Prepared it so early right? YA I KNOW! Well, knowing that CNY begins pretty early next year & I don't wan to do any last min shopping anymore like the past which I always do so. Ended up, rushing things here & there just to get CNY clothings. LOL! That's pretty annoying at times. So this year, decided to get it prepared. Buy them, store them & not worry them. =P
Finally, to make my night even better..........
I bought these 2 in the end. Couldn't resist those two colors.
RESISTANCE KILLED ME EVENTUALLY! =X
HAPPY HAPPY WITH MY LOOTS!
Gonna shop for more in december. The more clothings the merrier especially now that I'm schooling. Brains kill me whenever I had to decide what apparels should I wear the next day. HEHEHEHE!
Brunch with BF tomorrow! Looking forward to it. (:
And then back to assignments again. Just gonna CHIONG all the way for it. Simply can't wait for those project assignments to end. I will be a bookworm for this month till Dec 9. BAHS! :'(
"It was well researched and I look forward to marking it" - This was one comment which my lecturer gave my group members after presenting Tourism and Hospitality Law.
THIS WAS ONE COMMENT WHICH I HAVE NEVER RECEIVED FROM MY LECTURER!
"I look forward..."
The comment was way too AWESOME!
My group members were jumping for joy when we received because we were so afraid that we may in the wrong track & worse still, to expect to RE-DO.
Yeah, guess we were freaking it out too much before presentation. But anw, THANK YOU LADIES FOR YOUR HARDWORK! Especially Amanda for editing it so much just to make this work looks good! Really thank you!
1 down. 2 more presentations to go.
1 of them will be tomorrow! Hope everything goes well again.
Oh guess what? As I was browsing through the web, I saw something I always been wanting for!!! Remember I was mentioning about this hellokitty casing which I always been wanting but it's only compatible for iphone4? Well, the 3G casings are up!
PRETTY RIGHT?!!! Because they are HELLOKITTY! I FOUND THEM ON EBAY!! HAHAHHA! Anw, I guess I just gonna get 1? I have to keep telling myself that, "RESIST THE TEMPTATION, GERADINE!!" Because I have a feeling that I might change to a new phone next year as my contract ends on my birthday. HEHE! Or maybe, I shall make my phone pretty so that I won't bare to change?
BAHS! NONSENSE ME! HAHA!
THANK YOU GOD FOR MAKING MY DAY!
I'VE CAN'T STOP SMILING & THIS SURE FEELS GOOD! :D
November will be a month flooding with project assignments to complete!
**BITES MY LIPS & GRINS**
The feeling will never be nice when all presentation dates are so close to one another. However, looking on the positive point of view, let's just get it done soon!
I'm really thankful that I have awesome girls around in class. ((:
Knowing that my school is not a local uni, there bound to have many international students around. It's not easy to find a cooperative group-mates. Therefore, I'm really bless to have these girls with me. ❤______❤!!
I know I've been missing & not updating most of the time.
Time is a major factor for me.
I was gone, once fallen. But I'm glad I've picked myself up again. (:
A little bits & pieces of updates...
I'm back, falling in love all over again. Everything has start from stage 1. Though I've lost the insecurity which I've always been yearning to have, but I trust that things would fall back to place again. I learnt that misunderstandings would ruin a relationship badly. And that makes us figured how to solve problems together as one. Thinking through, breaking apart for some time may not be a bad thing afterall. It rewinds back our memories, treating it as a test between us. To give up a 4 year relationship just like that, it's just too hard. Letting go was a pain but coming back is an effort to resolve the pains we both had.
I gave the chance.
Let's work it out together once more.
2) SHORT HOLIDAY
I was away for a short cruise together with my mom, grandma and Jaslin on 4th November. I badly need a short getaway from the things I had on hand. Too much that I could barely breathe.
It was a well-spent trip anyway. Though breaks are short and I very much wish for more. But I'm well contented enough that I had my rest. (:
Photos are with Jaslin. We celebrated my grandma's birthday on board cruise. And I wished her longevity, health & happiness! My dearest grandma, always. ❤
2 months in school, time really flies! And that leads to one more month to exam. Which would mark the end of my first trimester. Even though I'm taking just 3 subjects for this trimester but the workload is a killer! That's actually the result of not touching school books for almost a year and a half.
Time is an important factor to me now. No time to play as much as before anymore. There's deadline to every tasks. I was struggling in the beginning and thankfully, I'm getting the hang of it now. (: You just gotta sacrifice one thing to achieve your tasks. This feeling sucks most of the time when it comes to sacrificing. But then, we just had to head for the priority! Or, we'll never get it done.