*_haish_*

i cant slp. simply cant slp. tossing and turning around on moii bed. am i thinking too much or worrying to much? wad am i actually thinking abt? i had no idea why i couldnt slp. moii mind was in total blank. moii in moii heart, i felt hurt. it still not healed.

wad am i actually sad abt?
they just couldnt make it onli.
its okay.
i already understand.
iss it becos i didnt haf enough slp for 2 days?
dats why i am feelings so tensed up?
bud dis couldnt b.
its not lyke me.
wad am i surpposed to do to calm moiiself down?

i cried when i woke up. i guess i was realli hurt barhs. hahs! just so silly of me manx! 3 of us wasnt in a gd mood ytd . luckily i controlled moii temper otherwise the situation will just turn worst! we may even lost our friendship. cos, it seems drifting apart and i dun wan dis to happen.

mayb i shouldnt stay at hm for long. go out and not think abt it. keeping moiiself busy. that i wld feel better. that's me. i wan to b the gal i used to b and not like dis! i hate dis!

moii temper is getting bad. very bad.

if i offended u somehow,

i apologised for dat.

cos i didnt mean it.

hopefully i will b back to moiiself again fast barhs. otherwise dis will go worse. haish. Let me enjoy moiiself todae barhs. =)