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whr do i intend to go for holidays if i had the chance to do so ?

for short trips : bangkok [ thailand ] / bintan [ indo ] / tioman [ m'sia ]
for long trips : in my wishlist .

honestly speaking , im really dying to travel overseas because i simply need a break .
arghhhs ~
having so much work to do .
getting stressed up !

planning to travel overseas to take a breather .
unfortunately , my financial stage ?
how ??
its another prob .
secondly , do my parents even allow me to go without them ?
its another prob as well .

sigh ~

i really hope they wld agree .

i just nd sometyme to get away from the things that im doing .
and also , i nd sometime to really think for myself .
what do i really wan and need ?
those that doesnt belongs to me ,
i'll just throw it away ..
while those that belongs to me ..
i'll keep it by my side and never let it go .

went out wid dar todae to get his stuffs and watch PC3 .
its been almost a mth i last met him .
i can only have my chance during public holidays now .

haish ~

nvm lors . as long as i get to see him ,
anything also can !

((:

the show was indeed damn long .
sit until "pi ku tong " !
reached home at 9 pm plus .
took mrt back .

chatted with him on the phone when i got back . then , he was complaining to me that i have changed his name to normal one instead of the previous one in my hp phone book. oh wells , i do admit that i changed back to the normal one becos at that point of time i was feeling damn heartbroken but its my fault as well to have forgotten to change back .

now that i remembered i will ..
becos things between us have changed back to normal and i simply do not wan this feeling to occur again. its not nice you noe ?

im sOrry & i LOVE you dear !

for 6 days , i wont be hearing calls from him from tml onwards as he wld be doing his camp in m'sia .

im so gonna MISS him !

i wont have to worry so much cos i noe he wld noe how to take care of himself . i wld just pray hard that weather wld be fine during the camp . hearing the dangerous news at m'sia really made my heart stop a beat .

yikes !

morning call at 5:20 am tml for him .

anyways , what it is .. im just gonna keep myself busy and not think so much . its a long weekend for me this week . todae and tml wld be a sch holiday for me !
the feeling is good !
hahas .

planning to have a class gathering tml .
15 or more people will be going .
whoa ~
what a BIG bunch of people .

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" things would be the same as before .
i LOVE you and always will . "