`HURT

at 3 am plus ,

i cried ..

i was pissed off by you

when i didnt even do anything wrong ..

you didnt even find out the truth b4 blaming me

& vented ur anger just like that .

i wld admit my own mistakes if i realli switched off or do anything wrong

and not hide from it.

becos of this,

you assume me from switching off the stupid damn wireless modem !

saying that you lost 100 dollars

& me, causing nicole jie's father lossing 300 bucks.

if only u haf enter in the bet, he cld haf recrouped his losses.

b4 dat u was being frustrated in my room. banging the mouse and all that.

i was awoke by the noise .

when i woke up,

i was just trying to help mummy wid ur wireless connection .

and here u are , throwing ur temptrum .

SHOUTING AT ME when i didnt even done anything wrong .

i felt so HURT .

like father ,

like son .

both are the same .

you came into the room and apologised to me after a while .

i forgiven u for dat .

i also treasure u as my brother & i dun wan affect our relationship becos of this .

i know, me ,myself, i cant be angry for long .

i was blasting my music to make me fall aslp

cooling me down .

i'll be fine afterawhile.

afterall , i've been used to be blamed for no reason for so many yrs .

thanks to him my eyes are swollen and pain .

i am feeling so TERRIBLE !

just came to know in the morning that cindy jie has given birth at 1039am .. she weighs 2.59kg . i am going to be an AUNT soon. i dun wanna sound old so fast . lolls ! oh well, thats one good news. gonna see my little niece tml after work. =) .