missOn-accOmplished !

What is meant to be ,
It will eventually be .
One day , you'll see .

I couldn't really catch much sleep last nite . I just feel so emo . Being disappointed in myself. But I just can't find why am I so affected by it . Yeah ! I know this meant alot to me . But this can be postponed too . And it's not as if , this chance is gonna be gone forever . Sigh ~ Whatever it is , I'm not gonna think about it anymore . The thing is over . I'll just wait for another call round of audition.

So , there I go ... Emo-ing in my hse the whole afternoon .

Till darling Sim called me & told me that she ended work already. So, I got myself rdy & left home take 100 bus to her place . Had Long John Silvers for dinner and both of us watched lil Nonya. Thats when , my mood started to improve . It's nice going out sometimes rather than staying home facing those 4 walls. It probably would made me feel even worse ! Borrowed accessories from her for the wedding . - thanks darling !

She really helped me alot . Especially last night . Well , we been thru so much . I really treasure her. Back to this saying for the both of us . Even only , one of us is a guy ......... We would have a long lasting, loving relationship. Awwwws ~ LOL !

Left her place at 10pm . Took bus 145 back & met dear . This was when our mission start . My goodness , because I know this other darling of mine too well . Its really hard to surprise this woman ! And this blur Jaren kept on msging the wrong person which almost blew up the whole surprise. Luckily my darling JiaEn didnt spoil the whole event. (:

PREPARATION

Dear & I really had a hard time separating those candles . I wonder how long has Jaren kept them. It's sooooo OLD ! Those candle waxes are supposed to be white , turned out to be transparent. So you can imagine , how long can it be . Hahas . I tell you , both of us were cursing & swearing at Jaren while we were preparing it . =X

PROPOSAL GIFTS

LIGHTING UP OF CANDLES

HER DIRECTORY ROUTE

COMPLETED

This decoration was definately a NO NO easy JOB ! Both of us were perspiring like hell and the lighting up of candles were KILLER !! We ended up burning our finger too due to the strong wind. Anw , WE DID IT ! yays !

hahs ! I know our smiles were a lil weird becoz' the both of them are coming down already. This is when the CAMERA LADY takes her job ! (:

CONGRATS TO THE BOTH OF THEM
( Offically together )

I GOT MY GIFT TOO !
( Our exchange gift )

MISSION - ACCOMPLISHED

GROUP SHOTS

So sweet hors ? Dear sent me home after that . Reached home at 12am. xD !

Congrats to the both of you !

May you two have an everlasting love .

p.s : darling , he's worth to treasure . But I'm EVEN MORE ! bahahahs . =X

" I wish my heart was wider .
So that I can look on the brighter side of life. "

MyLastResort.

There , there .

Don't tear anymore , its pointless.

I know this means alot to you .

As its a step further, to fulfil your dream.

Why not open ur mind wider ?

Opportunities are there awaiting for you elsewhere .

All it takes is time .

So , smile .

You'll reach your goal one day.

Dear friends & loved ones , thank you for your help .

thank you for your encouragments.

geradine sincerely thank all of you .

Don't worry , I'll be fine .

" Just let it go .
It's not the right time as yet . "

lastminOuting.

Caught Ping online & asked her if she's free to accompany to Town . Coz' mom pangseh me. She came back from cruise this morning & told me that she was too tired to go shopping today. Luckily just nice, Ping was bored at home . So, we met up ! Had dinner at PastaMania. Then we shopped around FarEast, Shaw & Wisma. She got herself a pair of heels & I got myself outfitter dress from Isetan. (:

Settled for afternoon session wedding on 1st Jan ( my cousins' ) .
Part#2 shopping for wedding dinner dresses tomorrow !

" I will be prepared for the day to come.
I will stay focus once it arrived. "

merrymerryX'mas

THURSDAY 251208

Jingle Bells ... Jingle Bells .. Jingle all the way !!
Merry X'mas to everyone !! (:

Honestly speaking , this year round . I seriously do not have any X'mas mode. Instead , I felt more like CNY . hahs ! I went over to Cindy Jie's place for family gift exchange on the 24th and Aikho's house on the 25th . Tried some of her hometown food. Her grandma and mom are really good cook I should say. Mei Mei and Darren were so adoroable . And yes !! Vin came too . Fish's doggy . Hahs .

These are the pressie I got ...

MY FAMILY

AIKHO'S PLACE & ALOY

I left her place at around 1030pm. In the lift , Dear gave me a surprise . He asked me to open his bag & TALA ! I got an ADIDAS jacket !

THANK YOU SO MUCH DEARIE !
MWAHHHHHS -

Initially , he told me in Vivo that he bought me a jacket & they only left the last piece . But when he got it & checked , the inside got torn . He was pretty upset abt it . So , I consoled him & told him that it was okay . Never did I expect he could tricked me like this . Hahs . I'm so so so so touched !

FROM JESS : MARCARONS
( They taste so great ! )

Not to forget , these are some of the gifts I got for my loved ones !

FOR DEARIE

FRIENDS , COUSINS & SIBLINGS

BRO & SIS-IN-LAW
( X'mas cum Wedding Anniversary gift )

NOT FORGETTING , MY DARLING TOO !

" I'm waiting for Santa ..
To give me the best gift in this world ."

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FRIDAY 261208

Went over to dear's place to slack for the afternoon . Ate abit with his family before meeting Ping . I felt so touched receiving X'mas present from his mom . Though its tupperware but its the thought that counts .

Met sweets in Bugis . Had Kway Chap for dinner then we headed to Esplanade because both of us had cravings for " Ah pek " ice cream ! And then we saw this . It looks so beautiful And look , we get to write down our wish for 2009 !

Both of us were wishing for a better year in 2009 . We had our rough patches in 2008. So let 2009 heal them for us ! (:
I got my little trademark there though . That's my lil tortise. Hees.

HANGING UP OUR WISHES

MAY OUR WISH COME TRUE

Then we went walking around . This place became a real beauty .

YAYS ! I FOUND MY FAV ICE-CREAM !
( They taste the best ! )

INSIDE ESPLANADE

GIFT EXCHANGE TIME

IN TOILET BEFORE HEADING HOME

LAST PIC BEFORE BIDDING GOODBYE

" I wish we could stay this close.
Don't keep us separated ."