these two days. basically is just going thru of answers of prelims paper as teachers do not wan to stress us too much. such kind teachers they all ! =)). these wkend gonna haf a gd break .. next wk is going back to studies again. which i agree too .. next wk i going to go for intensive revision. for these 2 days. i realli nd a gd break .. its been stressful period. no one felt gd too. gonna do my accts and geog hmwork tml.
so sad ! mr yeo loves us so much dat we had to go back tml for chem pract. and thanks to mrs chua, she cant find my pract bk ! and i realli do not know wad to do. to buy a new bk or wad ? or wait till she finds my bk ? my 'o's pract is like next month !! i should not haf lent her in the first place man. haishhh !
during geog lessons, mrs low was actually telling her the life in JC and POLY and UNI. which path shld we go actually. and i haf decided. i will never enter JC. as u all noe i am a person who cant handle stress and moreover, my results wont b dat gd to be even entered to JC manx ! hahas. bud even my results are gd, i wld just enter to poly. yeps ! poly is more suitable for me barhs.
haish ! i wonder wad exactly happen to jessica these few days. she's been keeping things to herself. the way i see her also heartache. been looking so tired and pale. having slpless nights and all dat. heys ! dun see i like dun care dat kind of attitude .. bud in my heart i still care for u okays ? dis gurl been feeling so down. gurl ! pls take gd care of urself alright ? its okay u dun wan to tell me. its okay u dun wanna share it out. i noe i been repeating dis many times. do smth dat makes u feel better. share it out wid ur jie. go out & haf fun for this wkends. let it all out. i dun wan to see dis jessica. i wan the old one. the lively jessica she used to b. the cheerful site of her. the gurl who always shouts whenever i argued wid her. u noe gurl, i realli missed those days. seeing u so fumed up .. seeing u so hurt.. deep in my heart it hurts. dis is realli wad i wanna tell u frm the bottom of my heart. i noe it takes time. just take ur time to heal everything barhs. bud still, i wanna see the old jessica soon yeps ?
i dunno whether its the 'o's that is affecting everyone's mood. everyone around me seems so moody.. well, i do admit including me as well. can tell everyone is tired. gurls ! pls take a gd break this wkend alright ? release everything out !! just dun overtired urself.
chem period is so interesting todae ! learnt the basic of titration method. hahas ! its so fun. playing wid water somemore. i didnt went for assembly period though. helped nana to do her make-up and hair. not sure if she got selected bud will hear her gd news on mon barhs. wanted to wait for her till her photoshoot finishes. bud i was kinda tired. so went home early wid jia en in the end barhs.
was surprised that my brother was at home todae. hahs ! we had lunch together. watched tv together forawhile.. and i went to bathe and watched OURAN HIGH. episode 21 was so funni. i was luff so loud. i wondered if my bro thinks dat i was crazy or wad.. hahs ! i enjoyed dis show so much. now waiting for gen to load 25 and the rest in her thumbdrive so dat i can finish watching the show barhs. i simply love dis show to bits man ! especially hunni. he's so cute ! so adorable.
going to buy anniversary gift tml wid en .. thanks gurl for accompanying me ! i going to get it done by tml so dat i can concentrate on my studies. den hopefully dar wld b free to meet up 2 wks later to celebrate barh. darl ! dun forget abt our promise okays ? hee ! <33
i guess i gonna go to esplanade for awhile barhs. to have some fresh air.. to feel the windy breeze to let all my unhappiness out barhs. & i shall head straight home for dinner. its been quite some time i haven been going out. come to think of it. i feel like esplanade is kinda of my hometown somehow. i been there often though most of the time. hahs ! whenever i am unhappy or wad. mayb its the nearest barhs. the beaches are too far away for me. mayb during after my 'o's i wld definately be at the beach ! keke !! & also spend more time wid him. i feel like i am neglecting him somehow and i feel so bad .. =X .. bud luckily he is understanding. =)) ..
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