Monday, September 04, 2006

(( x friendshi[p]s_*

yayas ! moii new monitor has arrived !! love it to bits manx ! i dun have to hunch moii back no more ! hurrays !

bought ytd frm sg expo. i didnt go wid moii family as it was too crowded and i was busy preparing for prelims. so yuppps !! and i can finally update moii entries looo ~!!

had fun during teacher's day and cheryl's bday celebration except the ending. ytd relatives came to moii hse. and had lotsa fun too. oh mine !! i seemed to b summarising alot.

kana food poisoning ytd. i guess its the food i ate last nite wid moii family members during dinner barhs. its dirty. i had terrible stomach pains todae. didnt wan to go sch at first. bud yet i dun wanna miss lesson so went lors in the end. controlling moii pain barhs.

i didnt talk much. was mostly controlling my pain. thought there will b lesson bud never did i thought that its just self-study on bio. chey ! if i noe i shld ve rest at home. hahas ! arghs !! everywhr is so noisy and i can hardly concentrate. moii right hand side was jessica's clique and moii left hand side was moii clique. both talking so loudly !!!!! bud also cant b bothered wid them la. hahas ! too pain to even shout. poor me hors ?

went back wid jia en at 2.45pm. todae is the day whr moii clique, hui ying & irina will b settling the situation which caused on 310806, thurs. things have not gone better. instead it got worse. i didnt noe wad happen. on our way back out of sch, we heard shouts and quarrel. we stayed behind and hear. den huiying and irina came down very angry. i asked them wad happen. they told me !

den came moii clique looking even more frustrated. oh moii ! in moii heart, it realli break. how haf things turned out dis way? everyone is so boiled up. and eventually after hearing wad ai yue told me, i was boiled up too. moii stomach was hurting so badly. so much so, i wanted to shout at them too ! dun ask me why. i dun wanna talk abt it. i feel so much like punching someone. dis shows how angry i was. i kept quiet in a corner hearing their conversation.

oh god !!
why did our friendship wid them turned out to be dis way ?!!
whyyy !!
pls tell me,
there is a misunderstanding.
.pls tell me dat
dis is just temporary.
pls tell me dat things
wld b back to normal again !!

on moii way to the bus stop. i stopped at the overhead bridge. looking at them. i felt hatred ! can u tell me why is dis so ?! WHYY !!!!!!! jia en was asking if i'm alright. i was not ! seriously not. she pulled me & walked away. stop looking at them. haish !

at the same time i was worried for cheryl also. wondered how was she. she looked so scared. so sad. received a msg frm her dat. if onli we didnt celebrate bday for her. haish !! everyone also do not wan dis to happen. wad has happen has happen.

i was feeling guilty also as i didnt help much. if onli moii pains was cured. arhhhhs !!

went back wid jia en. we studied together at home till 6pm. den she went home and i sent her off.

gonna haf bio again tml ! will b seeing them tml again. i hope the situation will turned out better barhs.

OMG !! i am so heartbroken. shi hui just told me that the aust croc-hunter. steve irwin has been killed by stingray while filming off the Great Barrier Reef. and the stingray just go to him. it's long sting poke straight into his heart. OUCH ! and he got killed just like dat todae.

he is moii idol ! and i loved his show to bits ! he end his life at the age of 44. so young ! and he just left the world. just like dat ! how devastating it could be. haish !!! so sad.
no more his shows in animal planet or kid's central.
no more croc hunter.
no more of him !!!!!!!!!!!!!

may he rest in peace.

GOODBYE MY IDOL !
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