todae is the starting day of moii prelim. i cant get to slp ytd. i guess its either i am too worried for todae's paper or i am just afraid to take the paper tml. i dunno why. i been hafing exam phobia since last yr. i am so afraid to take exams. i am afraid dat i may not do well. and all those stuffs.
been waking up almost every hr. hmms ! approximately, i slept for abt 4 hrs or less barhs. woke up at 4.30am. i cant slp further. woke up to revise moii maths. den went to sch to take the papers. i will gib it moii best shot. and i guess i did. did not realli finish the papers. i am not sure whether i will even pass the paper. cos as u flip the pages, it just seem to get more and more difficult. its getting very tricky. i dun hope for an A or rather B. i just hope i will pass. seriously. as long as i pass. i am contented. cos the paper is simply tough. and i realise i made a mistake on the first sum. so, dere may b further mistakes for the rest of the qns. i dunno. all i can say is dat, i already did i best. this is all i can do. so, let just wait till moii results come back barhs.
after maths paper, i didnt even dare to even check ans wid moii frens. i am afraid dat i may do wrongly. den moi hopes will b gone. so i will just slowly wait for the results to b back. no point broading over it. just do it and get done wid it !! agree wid me ?
next was lit paper. the unseen prose and poems were tough though. difficult to understand especially the poem. the prose i understand after reading a few times. haish ! bud again. i didnt manage to finish the last qns. time limit. okays !! frm now onwards !! i HAF to !! definately haf to train up moii speed. otherwise o lvls i am realli gonna be dead.
for lit. most prob i wld get B ?? heh heh !! just hope so. i dare no pinned so high hopes on myself. i dun wanna disppoint myself. so, just lower abit of my grades. hee hee ! arhhhs ! lucky dis is just prelims. imagine if dis is realli the 'o's. i realli dunno wad to do.
i cant even imagine if i retain ! or rather haf to re-take 'o's in another way. i realli cannot take it. i may even go crazy. or mayb i may just run away and may not b back anymore. hahas !! bud heys !! let me look on the bright side and not think of all these stupid stuffs la !
gonna haf a/c paper 1 tml.. i hate theories. bud i love doing the accounts. whr u calculating e numbers ?? hee hee ! its just so fun.
oh oh oh..moii brain is going dead soon.. memory is getting worse !! sometimes i even forget that it rains or rather someone called me. blah blah blah.. guess its due to stress ! haha.. controlling another 2 more mths. and i'll b free !! i believe i can fly ..i believe i can touch the sky.... LOL !!
happy 5th mth anniversary dar !!
time passes so fast.
guess two of us been busy wid our stuffs.
thanks for sending moii encouragment todae b4 moii papers.
so sweet of u
&
it helps alot ! =))
u are moii strength.
love u always !
muacks !!
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