` dO they understand ?

its been a wk i last updated .
been very busy with my sch stuffs recently .
SORRAYS !

just wanna vent out my feelings for todae .
hope you guys dun mind .

do parents actually knows how they child think at times ?
do they noe , what they said actually hurt their inner feelings ?
they did .

i felt the hurt after you told me all these .

my heart has been pierced through a thousand times ..

it bleeds .

all i cld do was to remain silent and cry alone .

tears have been running down repeatedly ..

i cried myself to slp .

i cried when i woke up the next morning .

it just flows ..

i know you are worried for me .

i know ..

i know what you are thinking .

i know ..

but cld you just trust me in what im doing ?

sometimes , you guys are so scary till i do not even dare to speak out .

im afraid ..

things may turned out worse .

even i were to tell you ..

will you accept it or reject ?

if you reject ,

how am i surpposed to face it ?

is fortune telling always correct ?

are you sure that it will be 100 % true ?

what if it is wrong ?

i will regret for the rest of my life becos i lost someone in my life .

i just hope you wld support me in whatever i do .

dont stop me ..

dont make me loose my confidence and let me go on with my life.

im sensible enough to do my own thinking .

let me be .

dun stop me .

the more you prevent me from doing ,

the more i wanna do it .

dun make me rebel .

i'm SORRY .

" Just follow your heart

and

Do what you want to do . "