we went on a date .
hahas .
as for todae ,
while waitin for my sweetie's call , i was being zi-lian . cos i just LOVE my hair ! as i just style it for once and its PERFECT !
not many times .
((:
emo emo .. :
once i heard the ring ring from her , i left the hse immediately . thought i cld catch the same bus as her . unfortunately , i wasnt in time .
who ask the driver to drive so fast ?!!
hmppppf ~
anyways , we went to queensway to get our necklace engraved . darling jia en joined us later . then , we decided to proceed to esplanade to have dinner at makan sutra . however , the scenary was so beautiful that we sacrificed our dinner and took photos instead !
my sweetie pie :
the both of us :
outside fullerton hotel :
one fullerton :
hugs hugs :
My two LOVERS :
my TURN ! :
the city :
she's MINE :
thats what i needed the most at that point of time :
enjoying the view :
what were we looking at ? :
NDP stage lightings :
whoa ~ look at the beautiful lights :
whats that shiny shimmering thing ? :
wow ! we saw diamonds !! [ the actual fact was just bright lights . LOLS ] :
sometimes , life is so tough that it really leads me to the route of committing suicide :
its just the two of us :
weettts ~ hello ! :
my bestieees :
looking else whr :
feeding my darling eating uncle's ice-cream :
sweetie pies' necklaces :
we wore for each other :
our necklaces :
kisses to her .. :
and to me :
after everything had ended . they came to my hse eventually and stayed overnite .
hees .
before reaching home , jia en went back home to bathe and pack her stuffs while me and ping went to seven eleven to check out some stuffs and i saw HELLO KITTY ! they were so adorable . i love the black one . unfortunately , i got the blue one instead . but anw , i got the nicest among the three of us . im contented ! hahas .
mine :
en :
ping:
and we went to playground to have some childhood memories ..
i LOVE swings !
and we went home .......
soon , they went to my bedroom & look what ping is doing ?
emo-ing with my pig doorsign ?
hahas !
that was my d&t proj when i was in sec 2 .
LOLS .
then they started playing with the stuffs he gave me ...
my poor bearie :
eat the cactus up [ though its dead ] :
the keychains :
do you know how much i wish the ppl who were posing were just you & me and not others ?
eventually , i gave the keychains to them . each of them will have one . yups ! its unbearable to leave but i guess i have to do it in order to forget abt him bahs .
SIGH ~
my darling was being zi lian :
same goes to my sweetie:
and the photo-taking just keep on going & going till my phone got no memory .
>.<
do you know how hard issit for me to put on a false front in front of everyone ?
i may look very lively ..
they may felt as if im okay .
but the fact is im nOt .
everynite , whenever im home ..
hiding myself in my room .
do you know ,
all i thought was you ?
do you knOw how much am i missing you ?
i may hate you but that doesnt mean i do not love you .
i have been deceiving myself everynow and then that i do not love you anymore .
but then again , i still do .
can you tell me what am i surpposed to do to refrain myself from thinking of you ?
whereever i go ,
you just came across my mind ..
so all i cld do was to keep myself busy ..
and do what i want in order to move on .
now i do finally understand why frens around me who broke up ..
been trying hard to move on but yet they can't ,
though ppl around them been advising them to do so..
that's becos they love the other party too much till they cant let go .
its ur birthday todae .
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU .
i dunno if u wld read my blog .
but these are all the things i wanna say to you .
" Though i may still love you ,
but things wld never be the same as before anymore . "
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