`` STRESS

DO YOU KNOW HOW MUCH PAIN AM I HAVING RIGHT NOW ?

Recently , I have been living with stress , pain & exhaustion .
No one knows but only to myself .
Exams are coming , I decided not to rely on anyone .

My boy is sick and i just hope he recovers soon .

For a week , I have been having pains .

Though it have subsided but the pain always remain .

Today is exactly a week .

And I have reached to a limit .

Eventually, I broke down .
I told myself not to shed a single tear .
In the end , I did .

However , this time round , after todae, I will no longer shed any more tears.

It wld be the last time I would be tearing for pains .
Never will I tear for it again .

Tml is the start of my exams .
I am worried sick for it .
I wanted to study but I simply cant concentrate .

Basically , the pain is killing me .
Its tiring me out .

Really tiring me out .

So many things just occured to me suddenly.

Tell me , how am i surpposed to take it ?

For a week I have been living with pains .

For a week I have not been sleeping well .
For a week I have been having suffering from nightmares .

For a week I have been worrying with my sch work .

For a week I have missed school .

And recently , I have some family probs too .

etc .. etc ..

PLUS ! I can't eat all my favourite food .
With this kind of food lover like me , how cld i live without food ?

I can only have soft diet .

T_T !

RAHHHHS !

im so STRESS !

" How i wish i was at somewhere relaxing right now .
At least I am able to put my mind off a little .

I feel so suffocated . "

Just let me !@$#@!$#@@#$ and i will be back to myself again .

Do not worry , Geradine is fine .
She is strong . Never will she fall .

She will never allow herself to fall .

JIA YOU JIA YOU JIA YOU JIA YOU JIA YOU !!!

Oh yeahs !

While browsing through my entries , I realised that I have not posted my theme party pics.

So here are they ...

PRE-PREPARATION

ACTUAL DAY PREPARATION

TABLE SETTING

FOOD PREPARATION

( only manage to take the app course )

PHOTO-TAKINGS

CUTE KITTY

Wanted to take more with my friends .

However because of my bad sore eyes , I am unable to . ):

" Please give me the stength to carry on ..
I don't want to fall . "