``Even though it is over ...

I'm physically & mentally exhausted .

Struggling , mugging hard for my exams .

However, it gives me disappointments after disappointments each time .

I don't want to fail .

I really hate fail .

No one likes to fail actually . True ?

Neither do I want to take referral anymore .

Sometimes I wonder ....

I studied so hard , but why am I getting so low points ?

Why do I keep forgetting the points the moment I stepped into the examination room ?

Phobia of exams maybe or have I studied wrongly ?

No one told me the answers ...

Neither do I know the answers as well .

All along I have been hiding this .

All along I have been putting strong front telling people ,

" The paper was okay . "

Unfortunately , the truth was , it wasn't.

I'm having my last paper today .

Everyone seemed happy trying to plan where to enjoy .

As for me , the moment I stepped out of the examination room ....
My heart just sank .

I found no mood to enjoy ..

Neither do I found any reason to enjoy .

All I know is , I'm totally exhausted .

The feeling I got is so uneasy .

It's not bringing me anywhere.

I want to get out of this boundary !

" Do what most ..
That would make you happy."