`` PUNISHMENT .

As you look at the picture above , what does it show ?

I'm in a maze .

Finding my way through .

No matter how much I tried ,

How much effort I put in ,

I'm still at the same place , the same dot .

It never goes .

I was again being tortured .

The scariest I could ever dreamt of .

I was being punished by god .

My eyes was 1/2 awake .

But I can't get up .

I will never forget the pains .

It hurts so. badly .

My mind is going insane .

I don't want to think .

But it keeps on coming back .

I'm afraid to do anything .

Let alone to be in temple .

Because everytime I go , it's always the same answer I received .

I don't want to waste my time .

I don't wan to hear repeating things over & over again .

I'm scared .

People say I'm having too much stress .

But this time I don't think it is .

It seems so real .

I remembered I was awake .

And this is the first time I could actually dreamt like this .

God punished me !

I must have done something bad .

One news to share , all my presentations are finally over . However , some of the things are screwed which made me felt disappointed . Lessons are learnt . Hope it does not repeat again .

To my girls ,

I know many things have happened . Be it if it is good or bad , we still went through things together as a team . There may be unhappiness between one another but we still solved our way through . Thank you for all your hardwork . We did it ! It's over !

Hopefully , during our next projects , we would be more focus & not to have too much distractions anymore. Let's improve ourselves for the better ok ?

LOVE YOU GIRLS !

Alright ! My comp is crashed & it has just been sent for repair . So, I can't upload my photos or do anything in my desktop because all my datas are lost as well . I can only depend on my laptop for now . T_T .

" Exhaustion .

Just when will I get to sleep well ? "