Monday, November 19, 2012

`` 可惜不是你 -

努力为你改变,却变不了预留的伏线。
以为牵着你的手,能够算用远。
可惜,事实上,现在,已不是你配我走到最后。
但谢谢你,曾今牵过我的手。


Mom & sis-in-law questioned me. 
Just today, then they know about the news. 
As much as they wanna know what happened, I thank them for not probing further and tried to understand the situation I'm in. I thank them for giving me space and time to recover myself before letting them know what had happened. As much as my eyes gets watery, I told myself that this would not be the right thing to do so as tearing will not solve anything. In order not let everyone gets worried for me, I wanna prove to everyone especially my mom that your daughter has grown and she has become much stronger than before. 

Though I've been feeling so bitter lately. Exhausted, lethargic easily. 
I need to buck myself up & I can't wait for holidays to arrive. 
#tiredmuch

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