` trOubLed .

i ve been thinking alot these few days

which made my mind in a whirl now.

i am caught in a middle.

and now,

i ve to make the decision

by finding my route back to whr i wanna be.

A or B ?

i ve to choose.

it's my life !

not you ppl controlling me .

i know all of u care for me and loves me.

sometimes even worried that i may step into the wrong path

becos i'm naive .

but, each person has a limit .

once u reach it,

IT'S OVER !

i just wanna hear some encouragments at times.

however,

all i heard was mostly bad comments.

which lead me to a great disappointment.

im old enough to make my own decisions.

im no longer the gal i used to be.

i ve think differently.

i ve changed .
theres no way dat

i m gonna gib up my own happiness just like dat .

there's simply no way im gonna do it.

now dat i haf straighten up my thoughts ,

no matter how much u all broke my heart ,

my decision wld always be the same .

i thought that i'm strong all along ,

bud im not .

i broke down eventually .

how i wish im at the beach now .

sigh ~ *