` UNDERSTANDING - that's all i need .

UNDERSTAND-ING !

jus an understanding from you .

that's all i need.

issit so hard to get it ?

i know you do care for me .

however,

wid your foul temper ,

sometimes i just do nortt know how to communicate wid you.

it just leads me to a step,

of being afraid of you more .

pls,

stop , stopping me from wad im doing.

do not worry,

i'm no longer a kid.
i just wanna be an independent person . .
who falls and picks up on her own .

i know whr's my route .

and i know whr am i going .

just let me carry on ..

and learn from my mistakes if it really happens.

becos,

the more you stop me,

the more i wanna do it.

dun force me to become a rebellious gal.

it'll turn out to be a nitemare

and,

i simply do not want this to happen.

so for now ,

i hope you understand wad i mean

and i'm saying the word ,

PLEASE !

Oh god !

i'm feeling so heartbroken .

SAVE ME !

sigh ~

tears dripping down my eyes ... *