` PAINS .

i bite myself ...

becos it was too painful for me to carry on ..

honestly speaking ..

i was feeling very terrible last nite .

my chest hurts ...

i felt breathless ..

till my mom had to give me medication to ease the pain a little ..

FOM paper was todae ... i have done my best . its no use looking back . all i can say is that .. its gonna be a 50 : 50 turnout .

i felt much better todae . though it still hurts but its controllable .

((:

i'm still fighting through my battle .

no matter how hard it takes , i will still hang on .

there's no such word as " giving up " in my dictionary .

instead , it shld be " perserverance " appearing in my dictionary .

isnt it the key to success ?

GERADINE ,

JIA YOUUUUUS !

xD .

tml is my last paper ..

and that will be the start of the day where i can finally relax myself .

((:

" No matter how hard it is gonna pull me through ,
I will stay strong . "