i guess i ve been too stress out that these few days i've been dreaming of weird stuffs . todae i dreamt of baowei peeping at my exams scripts. the scene is so weird dat i do not noe how to put it in . i start to haf phobia of baowei . why am i always getting nitemare of baowei . now i felt so uncomfortable whenever i'm wid her. oh my tian !!!!
let me summarise abt this weird dream of mine :
we were in a classrm , taking our lit exams . basically, she was sitting beside me . then , jermain and jessica were sitting in front of me . the invigilator doesnt seem to care abt the importance of examinations ? baowei kept on looking at my answers while i was writing my answers for lit . i felt so uncomfortable dat i shifted my table the other way round. then, she shifted her table too and followed. i was like , wad the heck ?! the invigilator doesnt seem to bother abt it either . i could take it no more and i complained the scene to her .she happily said its okay . oh my ! wad kind of exam is this ? not long, ms lee came in and took over . we finally get to settle down. i thank god then she came to take over . everyone seem to behave and was afraid of her.
weird dream ehhs ? i was luffing when i woke up . stupid dream of this. i cant remember wad were jermain and jessica doing in the scene. it was smth interesting. bud i cant seem to recall. too bad ! & arhhhhhs !! many pimples are popping up on the face. yikes ! eye bags are thicker as well . insufficient of slp .sigh sigh sigh !!
lit paper todae was pretty alright. i am so satisfied wid my paper todae ! yipppe! it makes my day too . after so many yrs, i finally get to finish my literature paper2 on the dot. my time managment haf finally suceeded . congrats to me ! =)) ..
NO MORE..
collected my maths and geography question papers outside audi after our papers & den i head straight back home . i was dead tired . i've been taking afternoon naps whenever i had morning papers . i could take it no more . took an afternoon nap and slept at 3pm plus till 7 plus . forgot to ask someone to gib me wake up call !!! i overslept. arghs ! surpposed to slp for 1 1/2 hr.. in the end i slept for 3 hrs ? alarm clock to me doesnt help. becos i wld just keep on snoozing till no ending. plus, i wld end up switching off my alarm . lolls ! cant be blame anw, i am too tired. hees !
jus came to noe dat one the 16th and 17th of nov. 'o's and 'a's lvl students pls take note dat there wld a delay of 1 hr for papers due to the arrival of president george bush . so therefore , students which are involved in these two days for examinations , just take note that it wld be delay to 1 hr later yupps ?
he's realli dat impt ehhs ? hahas. till we haf to delay taking of our papers as well. president ma ! of cos must do this. hahs ! bud its gd anw, i am able to wake up earlier. wont haf to be so rush. XD .. dar says i'm a pig ! becos i am always sleeping. lolls ! too tired ma. cant be help . stop comparing me between u and ur work . u won !! hahs .so be proud but apologies to u dat there are so prizes for u even though u haf won .. tralalals ! both of us were actually sort of arguing who was even tired . bud he won eventually la. gibing me all the reasons. as usual .no change. lolls !
i am left wid 3 more papers. just 3 more papers . i can haf my sufficient rest . hurrayyyysss !! jia yous ! whoosh ~
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to jia en ( ah ma / darling ) :
u do not haf to apologise, neither do u haf to feel bad. its not ur fault and i understand dat u are tired . its already so late . its not 3pm but 3am . how cld i possibly be so inconsiderate to ve even force u to call me when u are so tired and sleepy ? but anw, thanks for yea concern & sweet of u to ve msg me first thing in the morning . mwahhhs ~
yupps ! we are just like each other. always dreaming of all these stuffs. bud not to worry , i ve gotten over it le . its not affecting me anymore . afterall its just a dream . whether its real or not i wld just accept the fact . mayb he's not the one for me afterall ? hahs ! budden, of cos , i wan him to be the one larhhs.
haiyooos ! even if u say die die find u arhhs. i still wont de . dun blame me nor scold me for saying this . i dun wanna disturb ur family members for this. its simply to inconsiderate. i wld feel so bad for the rest of my life. unless i can do stunt again. abt stupid dream of urs. arghhhs !!! think abt it , it realli makes me mad . hahs !
i guess its really a cycle regarding our moods. once i'm okay, its ur turn then to jess. hahs ! come to think of it, its kinda weird though but yet special . lolls.
regarding ur problems . all i can say dat , u are basically in love wid *him* somehow without knowing. though i noe dat u are still in love wid "him" . its like wad u said, u feel like hugging him bud yet something is stopping u from it. something is stopping u from doing wad u wanna do for "him" . i found the reason for u . that's becos u are thinking of *him*. u may think dat this is not true. bud i can see it . every now and then , u ve been thinking of him . misses him so much. even , dreaming of him. once he didnt msg nor call u for a day . u wld feel insecure . thinking, wad has happened to him . worrying for him . once he msg u , ur mood changes and be happy again . u feel like meeting him as u misses him alot . but yet u are afraid to as u are not prepared . every little thing dat he does for u .. u wld feel happy and thinking dat its very sweet of him to do dat . calling u dear . giving u kisses thru phone chat at times . u unknowningly gave him back . sometimes when he said the word " i love u" . u felt so happy abt it . isn't that the sign of love ? let me ask u this , wld u feel the same for other guys as well . even if he's ur best fren .. the feeling wldnt be the same as well . i do not noe whether u wld agree wid me. bud this is how i feel . just telling u how i felt. i hope u do not mind yeas ?
dun worry too much abt it for now . dun feel sad dat he cant contact u as often as b4 . well , at least he is still able to contact u better than nth right ? dun let dis affect ur mood for studies cos u just left 4 more papers to go & u are basically done and stress free ! so jia you for it . all these can be settle later. no hurries . i am sure u are clear wid it . if u realli nd someone to talk to when u misses him too much or wadever problems it is , i'll be here .. just like wad u did to me . regardless how late it is , just ring / msg me . i will reply/ ans ur call alright ? i'm not asking u to be sad anymore cos i noe its hard to control ur own inner feelings / emotions . just try to if can . not worth to be sad over a guy ehhs ? hees ! u are already a strong gal & i can feel dat u ve changed alot . u are no longer the jia en u used to be . so remain this way . i noe u can do it ! wadever decisions / conclusions u haf made, i wld respect ur decision .
thanks for being there for me whenever i nd u as well . i am jus so fortunate to haf u . no regrets !
darling , i love u loads loads loads ! mwahhhhhsss !!!!!
to jess ( marmie ) :
marmie , i hope u are feeling betta . sorry for not telling u abt my probs as u already had urrs. i do not wanna create a burden to u . as jia en has solve her own probs so i decided to tell her . if she still haf probs i wldnt haf tell her either and add extra. so i hope u understand yupps ? [ah ma, dun hamtam me for dis.i am being considerate. hees ! ]
reading ur blogg . all i can say is dat , i dun blame u for not telling me becos its ur choice . as long as u haf someone to share ur burden / sorrows wid , wo jiu fang xin le alright ? if u wanna cry , just cry it all out. just imagine that i am just some kind of wall , not looking at u . if that makes u feel better , just do it . dun worry whether u feel bad or not cos i simply wont mind. so , dun worry too much okays ? always remember , i'm always here for u no matter wad happens .
thanks for ur sms after u haf read my blog . thanks for yea concern .
love u mama !
see u on wed .. i missshing u loads & i will share wid u this stupid dream of mine. bahahahs !
hope it cheers u up a little though .
be honoured & happy dat i dreamt of u !!!!!! blehs ! =P
mwahhhs ~
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