` first vOcal Lesson .

thanks to dar morning call . it really helps me loads . heh heh ! my personal alarm . LOls . woke up at 9am plus . got myself rdy and i reached class in tyme . wuuUus . the class was cool though . hees .

teacher was 15 mins late bud it was alright . there were abt 12 students in my class . including me as well . almost all came alone . so, it wasnt that bad larhs . =) . at least i wasnt the only one alone marhs . hee hees . there were only 2 guys and the rest were females .

learnt techniques of breathing , warming up , exercises , heath etc of singing . its interesting though . at least i learnt something ! it lasted for 1 1/2 hr . she advised us each and everyone to prepare a song for her . a verse and chorus for her to hear so that she knows where we lies . oh god ! no again x ? hmms ~ have to brain crack wad song to sing again . worse come to worse , sing the one i sung for my audition the lors . hahas . gonna learn more exercises of singing next week too .

took bus 145 after lesson to amara to meet my marmie for lunch . o_O . its been quite sometyme we last went out together . both of us really miss the ban mian we used to eat at there . delicious . it brought me back some memories as well .

my daes at fuji xerOx .
:)) .

after lunch , took bus 97 to suntec to collect my casing . surprisingly , the vendor recognised me ! aiyoos . so happy ! hahas . GOOD SERVICE ! makes me happy as well . whees . i LOVE my pouch .
lalalalas ~







as promise , marmie & i made a ring together. we so LOVED that ring so much . cos , with that ring on ,
we'll never leave each other no matter what happens .
its a bond between us .
we'll go thru thick & thin together .
we'll keep this property for LIFE !

sadly to hear that , the salesgal told us it may not be able to engrave due to some reasons bud they'll try . i really hope it can . both of us realli LOve it alot !! i wld be disappointed if it cant be engraved .

sighhh ~
prays hard *

after which , marmie wanna bring me to vivo to try on donuts . so , walked back to convention centre and board bus 97 . when we reached there , the queue was LONG . i was like OMG . hahas . anw, its worth queue-ing cos its really very DELICIOUS ! once you bite on the donut , you simply cant stop chewing . bought 3 pieces for myself to try on and greedy jessica bought a dozen . siao woman !

hahas !

one of the donuts i simply LOVED [ mon-cherry ] :


went to playground to have a seat while enjoying our donuts . seeing the kids having so much fun , really makes me smile too ! i just simply LOVE kids . they were so adorable .

washed hands after eating as it was sticky . then walked to harbour front as we felt we had nth to do in vivO . was kinda bored though . while walking through the link to harbourfront . saw these two giant cuties advertising for the jap ice cream stall .

one of them kept on disturbing jessica . then suddenly another came disturbing us and we ran away . LOLs . after which , i seriously dunno what happen .. the both of them started fighting with each other with one of the worker . aiyOOos . so funny .

stepping on each other's leg . in the end , the black fell and one of the guy had to help him up . SO CUTE !

it luff the hell outta me larhs . in fact , almost everyone . i cld the smiles on the passer-bys faces when they walked pass them.

look how adorable they are :
















had our dinner at foodcourt . marmie ate beehoon while i ate korean bbq chicken . felt so bloated after eating .
whats the programme after dinner ?

photo-taking !!
we took many many ..

marmie being very zi - lian :






the bOth of us :




























































marmie wants to get her coke . she hasnt get her coke for 2 wks and she was dying to buy from mac . hahs . after buying , we walked outside from harbourfront to vivo bus stop . i took my bus there and bid goodbye to her .

wanted to go home early as i was feeling exhausted .
reached home at 9pm .

to marmie jessica :
its been quite some tyme i have last met you and also writing you msges . well , now i am doing so .

marmie , i realli enjoyed my every moments with you . i hope you wld feel the same as well . for todae , i hope that i wld be able to perk up your day ... mayb it wldnt be that much but at least just a bit yeahs ? i know that you have been feeling down . so i just wanna spend my time with you todae to make you feel better . i really hope that i ve done so.

for todae , we have made our rings together . choosing the one that we loved. pls pray hard that the ring cld be engraved . otherwise both of us wld be damn sad hors ? once this ring is ready to be collected , we will proceed to our plans .

that is to ..
celebrate this day together at the airport . taking lotsa pictures together . putting the rings into one another's finger . creating a memorable scene we had within us . on that arrival, we will be using the same neeon 2 and the casing as well .

i really cant wait for that day to happen !

i also wld not forget you bringing me to eat delicious donuts at vivo . dun forget you still have to bring me lotsa places to eat delicious food ehhs ? i will be waiting for that day to arrive as well.

`` xDD .

you this silly gal . why did you hide your feelings from me again ? didnt you tell me you wld share with me your problems ? i told you before , i wld not leave you alone no matter what . i want you to promise me this .. once you put on the ring we had on that particular , you wld never hide anything from me anymore . like i said before , i dun wan you to suffer alone . this ring wld worn on our hands forever . so this means , we'll never be apart . we'll share thru thick and thin together okays ?

let me noe when will our next date be and the ring as well .
i'll definately keep myself free on that day !

i LOVE you marmie .
mwahhhhhhs ~

i suddenly realised , some of my friends have been facing one-sided love . in the end, they were either rejected or keeping to themself unknown whether they other party had feelings for them as well anot . i know that this feeling was indeed terrible . i also felt upset to the fact that my close frens were basically suffering from this and yet i am unable to be there by their side . i do noe that they may want to be alone at tymes without anyone interupting them . so i just let them be . however , it just hurts me when i see them being the hurt .

the feeling is simply beyond description .

" may i know whats you thinking in LIFE ?
pls stop toying with someone's feeling ! "

` visiting BACK .

went back to my ex-sch i shld say . reached bus stop at 12pm . waiting for jia en to arrive as she told me she wanna join us . i know that she was feeling very upset last nite so i do not wanna pursue further .

met nana , cheryl and didi at canteen . heard tat todae was ms puspalm being last day in sch . so quickly went to her class and visited her . managed to take a picture before she goes . i'm gonna miss her so much man ! she's such a lovely teacher . i simply simply loves her lit lesson though it may be boring at times . whr cld i find such a sweet teacher on earth man ? luckily she wld be back in future next tyme .

:)) .

we'll miss you ms puspalm ! :


our " Morning Assembly " venue :


after that we quickly left sch as we had plans for cheryl at town . though was dying to meet some of the teachers bud i guess they were busy as well .. they had classes to teach . not as free as us .

LOLs .

went to general office before leaving . collected YEAR BOOK !
OMG .
this yr is so NICE . i LOVE it !!

okays . took bus 65 and off to town . had lunch at taka foodcourt . whoa ~ it was pouring though . we shared umbrellas . hehes ! cheryl and i had laksa while didi and nana were on diet . walked to the fountain there after lunch . cheryl's boy appeared ! so sweet of him to have bought her rose .

yeps ! as plan , hope they would spend more tyme wid each other . 3 of us doesnt wants to be light bulbs , we planned to go esplanade to try on the jap food set which we saw the last tyme . hehs ! the SUSHI taste good man ! i so LOVE it larhhs . delicious . we were crapping so much away . luffing so loudly . OH GOD !

finish eating ?
bao bao already ?
went to foot the bill and off to suntec as sandy was mentioning abt the zip it baggy . nana and me wanted to take a look . arhhs ! its really so cool when i saw it larhhs !
yeahhs ~
i found a casing for my neeon two already . it can sew my name too ! NICE . the pricing was simply reasonable . ordered it and i wld be able to collect it tml ...!! i doubt so as well . 3 days in a row at suntec ? i must be crazy or mayb i wld . hees . will see how .

=P .

left at 5.30 pm . bid GOODBYE ! we went seperate ways . i headed straight home .

wld be having my first vocal lesson tml . i know noe one but myself . its tyme for me to make new frens again ! i dun wanna be ALONE !!
all thanks to my darling sim .

LOLS .

lesson starts at 12pm .

promised my dear dear that i'll sleep before 12am and i'll do it !
cant have late nites always ..
hees ..

LOVES HIM !

" i just wanna spread my wings ..
and SOAR up high . "

` simmer dOwn ..

i was still indeed angry wid him in the morning .

yeahs . its been 2 days .

just dun have the mood to talk to him nor hear his voice .

i wasnt in the mood to go out wid jia en either .

however , i guess its best for me to hang outside to take a breather .

and ..

i made the right decision afterall .

it really made me felt so much better .

unfortunately, it wasnt him but my frens were the ones who made me smile again .

met jia en at 2pm . took bus 97 to marina as i wanna purchased my neeon 2 casing . went to approach the sales man at creative shop and he said ... " NOT AT THE MOMENT . "

arhhhs . i cld not believe it when he said that !

as i saw it the last time i visited this shop . i kept telling myself ..

" mayb he was new and he doesnt noe the stuffs well yet ? "

i was actually consoling myself .

LOLS .

went out of the shop when i heard it . not long later we went in again to double check . Indeed ! there wasnt . haishya ! so SAD . T_T . looks like i ve to buy another type of casing for my neeon 2 . seeing scratches on my mp4 realli hurts me . walked around marina after leaving the shop then off to suntec as we felt kinda bored . along the way , we bought gummies for ourselves . so NICE !

munch munch munch munch .

nana called me asking me where was i when jiaen went to the loo . this gal actually waited for us at marina . hahs ! felt so bad . she came with desmond . they joined us . so , we walked around Suntec City together . went into toy'rus . had lotsa fun in there . we played hide and seek with desmond . this guy was finding high and low for us . ahlamak ! how old are we already ? and we still played this kind of thing ...

well , sometimes .. you just wanna be back to ur childhood days . you simply cant resist the temptations to do so .

`` xxxD .

blehs .

found one little accessories shop after leaving toy'rus.

aiyoos ! i was attracted to the rings . they looked so nice and cheap too . my fingers were skinny though . most of the rings that i liked cld not fit me . sad har ? nana too . our fingers were almost the same .

i found one finally !! it cost me $5 . cheap hors ?

jia en and me bought the same one .

heh heh .

bought myself 1 pair of ear-ring as well . i was kinda short of ear-rings . been wearing the same one every now and down . after purchasing , continued our walk . happened to see another shop with beautiful RINGS ! omg . i was indeed in love with almost ALL OF THEM !!

I LOVE RINGS !

though its more expensive than the previous one . i didnt mind at all as i really LOVE it . if i am realli attracted to it , i wld definately buy it with no regrets . if i didnt buy it , i wld keep thinking abt it . eventually , i wld go back again . so wads the point ? like i said , JUST PURCHASE IT ! and you'll be happy ! hahas .

yeahs . did engraving as well . just my name only . it has always been what i wanted for a long time. i can finally strike off from my wish list . though i did not manage get my casing bud at least i got a ring that i wanted . hehs .

then we decided , darling and i gonna do our ENGAGEMENT ring . this wld be the final one as that was just the trial one . where will the trial one be after replacing the new one on index finger ? well , that wld be placed on the right hand of middle finger .

wheees ~
i just cant resist the temptation of buying this one larhs . its so NICE ! everything cost $21 for me . i find it rather cheap though . hehs . will collect it from them once its READY .

hohohos .

which means ...
the DAY AFTER TML !
however , i wont be collecting that soon larhs . i ve programms coming up . so will collect it when im free .

((: .

if there's an engagement , there's bound to be marriage as well yeahs ? darling and i were arguing abt this situation on msn. it sound rather stupid but yet funny and i wanna share it . hahs !

she wants this ring to be marriage ring . making me to collect it once its ready and bring it to her hse wid flowers to fetch her . desmond and suzanna will be the witness .

i was like .. " NO, I OBJECT ! "

becos , arent marriage ring surpposed to have carat in it ? hahas ! i wan that !! without that .. i wld definately say NO .

" if you really LOVE me , buy me a carat diamond ring and i'll say: " I DO " to you . "

both of us were luffing like mad .
anw , its just a joke larhs .

okays ! back to the topic.
nana was thinking of buying ring for him as well . so sweet right ? i was thinking of that too . haish .

at that moment of tyme i was still in anger wid him . forget it then .

the ring says .. " only LOVES you " .
its a unique design .
however , it doesnt have his size .
awwwwws .

we were actually disturbing her saying that ..

" in case you are sick and you are unable to say the word , just turn the ring and show him .. "

LOLs .

thats so lame .

alrighty ! left the shop and had KFC for dinner . this tyme , darling ate zinger meal while i ate 2 pcs chicken . hehs . felt so full . upon walking , i then realise . no point being angry wid him further .

in love , isnt there a saying of ..
" forgive and forget ? "

hearing the love of nana and him . makes me think further .
yeahs !
eventually , i forgave him and i dreamt of him last nite somemore .
mayb its a sign .

LOLs .

thinking too much .
though i may forgive him , it doesnt mean that my anger has fully disappear yet .

bid gd bye to them at cityhall mrt station . jia en and me took 145 to maxwell area as i need to pay my vocal fees at music forest . met mom at bus stop . while waiting for her arrival , both of us were actually talking abt the position of rings .

left hand ,
index finger : me and jia en .
middle finger : my mom and me .
fourth finger : my marriage in future / ring with my boyfriend [ hint hint * ]
fifth and thumb finger : for fun .

LOLS !
my fingers are filled . looked at her fingers .. they wld be fully filled soon .





after which , walked to people's park complex to buy some groceries and reached home at 9pm plus .

its been long that i ve not gone back to STC . well ,tml is the day ! gonna meet up wid my cliques .. seeing my classmates / schmates once again to collect yr book . 12 pm . i miss my teachers as well . after so , we are going out !

i miss the good old days !

im coming ...
STC ..

" i'll always remember by heart ..
the things that you taught me . "