no more ANG PAOS .
so.........
tml will be the " opening " ceremony for my ang paos .
its time to open it !
bahahahs ~
hmms ~
i heard that todae's moon is RED .
OMG ! i bet its gonna be damn beautiful .
too bad .. i cant see any moon from my area .
so SAD !
T_T .
had lunch wid mom, grandma & van in crystal jade restaurant at vivo . that place rox man! i love the atmosphere . i love the tea . most importantly , I LOVE THE FOOD ! so delicious . especially the dessert.
YUMMY !
bet u are going to "mouth-water" when u see it mans .
hahs .
surpposed to share wid van . however she was full . so.. i "KAPOK" all !
ITS MINE ..........
coconut , mango pudding wid ice cream :
after lunch , mom & grandma went to buy 4D while me & van went TOPSHOP as van wanted to buy basic tee for herself . in the end, i bought one too . hohos ~ then went to tangs to see if i found any handbag for myself . i dun wanna always carry big bag around .
glad to say that , I FOUND IT ! van bought one too & wallet .
the amount , BOMBARD-ED her !
oppsx .
=X .
one of my m'sia cousin came to sg to pay a visit to us . left vivo & took his car wid dad while grandma went home . fetched da sao first .. followed by kor kor . all of us squeezed . poor ah keng kor kor's car's suspension got hurt.
OUCH !
too bad .. the back seaters were too heavy.
LOLS !
had dinner at sa kor's coffee shop . we had family gathering ! food wasnt as good as before. anw, was too bloated to eat as well. didnt get to eat much . then went cindy jie's hse after that . the adults played MJ while the youngsters were hafing some kind of movie marathon ? hehs . ohhs . baby's face changed again . SO ADORABLE ! i get to carry her again . she's heavy though . hahs.
went home at 230am plus . took ah keng kor kor's car .
woke up 2pm in the afternoon . then at 3 plus , jia en msged me & asked me if i wanna meet her cos she's alone at town. as i know she was feeling kinda down recently . decided to meet her eventually . its a last min one. i was pretty late . mom suddenly called me to pack up the hse as visitors are coming over . so, my time was delayed & poor jia en gotta wait so long for me .
sorry darling .. *
wanted to wear this alone . budden , realise ... my fats are SHOWING ! :
in the end .. i covered it up . -__-" . [ OKAYS ! I'M FAT ] :
its time to EXERCISE soon !
`` xDDDDD
went far east wid her as she wants to find shoe & guess wad ? we took 1 hr place just to find the shop she wants ? we went merry-go-round larhs . haiyoos. happened to saw shi hui . arhhhs ~ i miss my dotter so muchie ! & misa too . shi hui was actually introducing her church guy frens to me cos some of them were her "sons " .. ?? they called me "ah ma" so loud. i was so "malu-ated " okays ? arghhhs ~ bud they were pretty friendly. nice knowing them though. hehes .
said goodbye not long after .. i hugged my dotter bud did not manage to hug misa cos there were too many people crowding around !
walked to heeren wid jia en after that as she's meeting nana & cheryl . they were going esplanade. i felt that everyone is going pretty crazy. one by one is falling into some kind of depression . thats so scary . poor thing . i'm so worried for them thouggh i do not noe wads happening . somehow i felt friendship is starting to drift apart. arhhhhhhhs ~ ok. better not think too much. otherwise it wld be WORSE .
wanted to see nana & cheryl before me going back . however , jia en wanted to go back mandrin to find her. initially , all shld be meeting at heeren . becos cheryl's phone batt was low, jia en was at ease, so she went to find her . when i looked at the time , its almost 8 . i decided not to meet anymore. bid gdbye to darling & took bus home. cant expect myself to allow guests to wait for me ehhs ?
chinatown's route was blocked ! too bad . didnt manage to jio ppl to go chinatown & see fireworks. hahs. IT'S OKAY ! i gortt to see my darling feli at home ! =)) . we missed each other so much worrs .
wished aunty nancy "happy new yr" when i'm home. de tiu, justin, zhen jie were there too ! had my dinner after that .. me & shaomin were watching TV happily . they went back at 1030 plus as tml the kids have to go sch .
awws ~
so sad !
then ... da sao & max came !
as usual , its...
MJ TIME !
-__- " .
to jia en :
darling . i wan u to stop blaming urself cos its entirely not ur fault. mayb i shld put it this way .. to be fair, everyone is at fault yea ? u are not useless . u haf tried ur best to be wid us whenever u can . everyone is exhausted. not to forget, u are a human too. not kind of "superwoman ". everyone needs rest . i know u are feeling bad that u are unable to cheer them up even though they are sad . well , everyone has emotions . sometimes , no matter how hard the person tried to cheer the other party up , its just isnt any use . it takes time to heal their hurtful pain. i totally understand ur situation now becos i experienced it before. so for now, i wan u to haf a good rest whenever u can & not think of others. from todae's outing , its kinda obvious for me to know how u are feeling already.
i shld apologised to u for not considering ur feelings becos all i thought that ur whole mind was full of work till sometimes i do feel that friendship is being neglected . after u explaining to me , then i finally understand. i'm realli sorry abt it .
no matter wad happens, i'll always be here for u whever u are down.
regardless wads my emotion was at the point of time ,
i promise ..
i'll always make it available for you & not leave u alone .
TAKE LOTSA CARE of urself .
wid u going on like this,
falling sick can happen anytime .
it hurts me seeing u like this too .
LOVES YOU .
mwahhhs ~
to marmie ; jess :
yes ! i'm very very sure that i wld definately not remove it ! its super-glued . mayb even STRONGER than that. hehs hehs . of cos i wld know wad u wld do . however , i do nortt wanna even think abt it. otherwise , monster wld eat me up & i'm scared !! gagagags .. know who's that ? that's.... YOU ! hahas.
=X
thats why i say . alien like you will happen lors. cos normal humans do not happen like this. only you wld! for this, u have to agree wid me ! hahas. "guai wu"arhhhs ...
narhhs .how cld i be named lil monster ? i'm an ADORABLE baby.
xDDDDD...
narhs . sad to say that .. we wld not be landing up in the same poly anymore . bud at least , u haf jia en entering the same poly as u ehhs? while me wld be ended up alone. =( . my chances in NP have been vanished into thin air . not to worry , i wld definately let u noe which poly i wld be landed up to. u too okays ? though we wld be in different poly, keeping in contact is a MUST !
yeahhhhhs ~ i wld be visiting ur home next wk. my first visit. hahs . cant wait for that to happen ! hopefully, i wld be able to finish watching ur VCDS in time so that thurs i m able to be there . ((:
wells , seeing u smile , makes my day too ! buying cupcakes is just a little token of appreciation from me . i cld buy cupcakes anytime & as many as i wan but always remember , hafing you in my life is once is a life-time. once its gone , it wld be gone forever . i cld no longer find another jessica i once knew anymore. so thats why i do treasure this friendship of ours alot . making u happy is just a part of my role. i hope that you wld remain this happy from then .
i'll be here for you whenever you nd me too .
if u are hafing any probs ,
feel free to call / msg me .
i'll definately be ur listening ear even when no one wants to.
i'm willingly to .
LOVES YOU !
hope to see u soon again.
mwahhs ~
" jus hang on..
you'll definately go thru ... "
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