` RAINY day ..

guess wad ?
i teared in the middle of the night ..
why ?
the reason was ..
I MISSES HIM LOADS !

last nite he told me that he wldnt be able to return back to sg due to some probs. so, he wld be back next sun instead . i felt so empty within me. i felt confused in mind. i cant differentiate whether i shld be angry or sad .

in conclusion* : mood swings as well..
thats the most annoying thing of all cos my "best fren " came to me . i mayb very happy bud in a sec time, i can be very sad . arghhhs ~
so scary larhhs .

soooo , dun agitate me for a wk or i'll BITE you !
i am sure u do nortt wan that to happen ehhs ?
hahs .
its not a good sign though ..
HOHOHOS `

dreamt of him last nite as well . okay larhhs ! my whole mind was full of him. so dats the reason why i was dreaming of him . we fought . thats the most crucial part of all . due to .. me .. cutting his conversation ? i was like. wad the heck ?! like that also wan to quarrel . OMG! thats so horrible. he was the one who shouted at me first . so, i shouted back . he's so unreasonable ! i do nortt find anything wrong wid me at all .

thats my attitude in me . u treat me nice. i'll treat u the same . you scream/ shout at me & give me that kind of negative attitude , i will giv back .
lolls !

he hung up my call when i shouted at him . i was realli pissed off. not long, he called me awhile later & apologised to me.
being a soft- hearted person like me , he is ..
FORGIVEN .

lolls! its such a lame dream .
RIDICULOUS
i wld definately nortt take it to heart .
haiyOOos.

alrighty . wad did i do todae ? went out wid vanessa in the afternoon. it was pouring heavily. seeing ppl runnin like cats & dogs... lookin for shelter . luckily i brought my umbrella along . otherwise i wld be drenched too ! badly drenched i mean ! van did not bring hers. so i gotta walked from far east & all the way back to TANGS's bus stop to fetch her.

I'M SUCH A KIND SOUL !
=x

then walked to wheellock place as she needs to go boarders to get some books.
had fun at the children section . chose some books for mei mei ! heys ! those books were so fun to read & cute larhhs . aiyoos . we were being lame & stupid while reading it . LOLs ! thats usual larhs. at the same time i was thinking ..

when i had a family of my own ,
hafing my own little adorable baby , i wld definately read a bedtime story to my kid before he/she sleeps .
heh heh ! so sweet ehhs ?
i'll be a good MAMA in future !

after buying books for mei mei . of cos, not to forget , jie jie as well ! hahas . settled everything and off we went to mark & spencer to buy my hand & body lotion cream as my skin has turned realli dry . dry to the extent that they are peeling ! so gotta get it cured before it go worse !

then went lucky plaza's watson to buy nail polish removal & i bought myself french menicure kit ! yays yays ! hahs . i've been waiting to buy this . now i got my pay , its time for me to purchase it.

reached at 7 plus. mom's fren came over to play MJ .. so , the hse is gonna be very very " lively" .. vanessa is staying over for the nite as we wld b going over the next day . gonna haf gathering ..

at 8 plus ..
dar called and told me.. saying that he was at Woodlands checkpoint already . i was stunned at the point of time.
wondering ..
"did i heard wrongly ? "

the answer was ..
" NO I DIDN'T .. "

okays . the reason of him lying to me was to find out how my reaction wld be if his return wld haf been delayed ?
-_-" ..
deep in my heart .. i was thinking ..
"must you do this to me ? i cried ytd becos of you .. "
anyways, he's back .
I'M HAPPY !
I'M OVERJOYED !

shall not be bothered abt it anymore ! as long as he's back ..
I'M VERY SATISFIED !

how do i spent my nite at home ? hehs hehs. you are not gonna believe this man becos thats so nortt the usual me . i was trying out wid the french menicure. OMG ! it isnt fun to do when you are noob at it okays? i was trying so hard to get it perfect . kept on cleaning it larhhs . ive used up like 1/4 of the polish removal le lorrs . in the end, van was my "savior". oh my ! i felt myself being lyke some "tai tai " ..
=) ..
however, the turned out still ...
IT'S NOT PERFECT !

BUT...
but ..

I'M NOT GONNA GIVE UP ! i'm gonna make sure i wld definately make it perfect one day .. hehs .

here are the pics which i took before meeting van .
I LOVE TAKING PICTURES !
it somehow,
MAKE MY DAY as well .

















with my shades on :















BLINK BLINK * [ iLOVE this one ] :


adOres * :





gonna edit & do a combi pic of my own when i'm free.
whhheeees ~

" i was hugging my bearie tightly ..
imagining that ..
that was you . "