` terribLe nite .

i made the wrong move by over exerting myself becos dar sent me a funny video . i know many people would say , isn't laughter the best medication among all ?
however ..
unfortunately ,
to me at nite ..
it was the worse medication among all . it harmed me so badly that my wound bleed a little again . i was seriously in huge pain . thought i was getting better initially becos it doesnt hurt that much anymore but becos one moved that i made ...

it really turns out to become a nitemare to me eventually . i felt giddy out of the sudden. quickly , i asked my mom to pass me the medication and i went to sleep . at 3am plus i woke up . the pain came back again . thought im able to control it . so, i went back to slp again . never did i thought at 6am i woke up again . the pain is no longer bearable . i broke down in tears . it really hurts me to the core of it . then i realise , its time to take medication . so i drank a cup of horlick .. took my medication and went back to slp .

i really felt so xin ku ...
but who wld exactly understand the pain im going thru ? only my mom knows becos she has been with me throughout day and nite .

you ppl may think ..
ohs ~ its only one wisdom tooth that's taken out wad . whr got so jia lat one ? some had 4 wisdom teeth taken out and they had nothing wrong . they are still able to take it . all i can say its basically base on individual . don't compare ! becos i hate comparing !! its takes up one individual to see how long it takes to be fully cured or rather to be able to eat normally again .

fastest : 3 days .
slowest : 2 weeks .

for those who doesnt had their wisdom tooth . when you get one and did surgically , you'll finally understand how i actually felt !

im not trying to say anything but just vent out my inner feelings . im just very exhausted of what im going through already . understanding is all i need okays ?

alrights . as usual been waking up almost every 3 hrs . i didnt go to school becos mom says im still not in the state to go . so i had to stay at home instead . will go tml . that wld be a definate . i felt much better in the afternoon . though i wanna go to sch badly but i just do not have the energy to do so . just let me replenish my energy so that i wld not be as lethargic as todae . meanwhile , i wld just read thru my books so that when i return back to sch tml , i'm still able to catch up.

" heal me fast .
i can no longer take it further . "