`` Painnns deep inside .

i cried myself to slp last nite .

pain , hurt were all i felt .

No one knows how much am i going through .

All this while , i have been suffering silently to myself .

Because only me , understand it all .

How much more do i have to go ?

When will this truely end ?

I question this my own .

However , the answers have yet to reveal .

Come to think of it again ,

All these answers will never be known .
Because life is never perfect .

If it is for you , I would say you are the luckiest person on earth .

On my way back , phobia just struck me once again .

I was walking home alone past midnight .
Then again , i was seeing things .

I wasnt sure if it was for real .

I just felt so lonely on my way back home .

Mind started to wander around .

I was afraid .

i told myself to be strong whenever im feeling this way .

right now , im struggling .

im afraid i unable to carry on anymore .

im falling down ..

Are you there to pick me up when i fall ?
Or do i just topple over ?

Baby , I need you badly .