`` Stabbed

the words you said to me has just deeply pierced through my heart .

i did so much and tried my very best just to make you stay strong ..

and yet you said all those words which are so hurting .

have all my effort really gone to waste ?

no one knows how much am i going through behind the scenes .

no one would truely understand the way i felt .

all i could do was to hide myself and give you the happy side of me ..

so that i cld really see you smile .

becos once u do , i will be becos for all that i have done , are worth it .

all i ask for ,

is for you stay strong .

all i ask for ,

is for you to stop thinking negatively .

issit true that , once both parties hurt each other ,

then they realise their mistakes and amend it ?

must it always happen like this ?

no !

i dont know ..

it depends , i guess .

im exhausted .

im mentally exhausted .

could you promise me not to say such words anymore ?

it really hurts deep within my heart .

i never wan to hear it again .

no matter what happens ,

even if your words hurt me so .

i wil never give up helping you .

thats becos I LOVE YOU so .