i felt so sweet in the mOrning as i dreamt of dar 2 days in a row .
how nice ...
hehs !
xD .
guess i haf been missing him loads when he was doing camp.
hopefully i can meet him tml ..
tralalalas ~
can't remember wad isst abt
its some kind of weirdOs funni stuffs.
lolls !
freezing cOld in office todae larhhs . wonder why is the air con so strong todae dat 1 jacket wasnt enough for me plus i was wearing long sleeve to work ! omg . even jesslyn felt that too . work load was very very very heavy todae . its the first time i haf yet to finish larhs . so many things to do dat i didnt haf the time to pick up phone calls or reply msges . just left my phone on the desk . it becomes a habit for me already .
colleagues "ta pao " food for me . so nice of them. had lunch together in the office as we had so many things yet to finish .
moii work load for todae :
1 box of meter reading sheets
another stack
i haf to type report for every piece in excel . i was basically stoning for a very long at the comp screen till jess asked me if i was alright . hahs ! den she gave me invoices to do to let me some break for the moment as she knows i was exhausted. wanted to do OT todae. however, i was realli cant take it anymore so decided to knock off at 545 pm .
results day haf yet to be confirmed. from wad i know, its gonna be out on the 9th feb . its realli scaring me when frens told me the date of results. the funniest thing that happened 2days ago was that , i went to the living to ask my bro to double confirm wid me thru the website on the date of o results . then dad was actually mentioning to me dat .
" if you retain dun u ever enter ITE ! "
" enter to private sch ! "
i was like, " CHOY ! " this is SO NOT GOING TO HAPPEN . den my bro, da sao and mom agreed wid me. hahs ! how can say this kind of thing when result are not back yet ? arghhhs ~ so discouraging. lols ! bud anw, even if i land up no whr , even if worse come to worse i enter ITE , the sch wasnt the end for me wad . i dun even think that ITE its the end of the route . there's still a route for u to lead on . there's still hope ehhs ? okays ! lets not think that way. hope i can enter poly ! thats my main point !
its been like 3 days i last checked my mail . this email caught my eye ! lets share ... hahs.
“HOW BAD IS YOUR TEMPER ACCORDING TO YOUR HOROSCOPE?”
[ CAPRICORN DECEMBER 21 – JANUARY 19 ] :
Few will believe that a hardcore practical and materialistic person like you is capable of sensitivity and genuine emotions. You project a hard exterior but are actually very sensitive, a trait you successfully hide from others. You can see thing with anger but will not betray your feelings. But then, there are times that even you cannot control your temper. Under such circumstances you can shout and scream, more with frustration at the situation than with anger at any particular person. Your outbursts can shock others and can make them feel guilty too.
VERY TRUE ! NAME, MONTH, SIGN
Does your name begin with: G
You are fastidious, seeking perfection within yourself and your lover. You respond to a lover who is yourintellectual equal or superior, and one who can enhance your status. You are sensuous and know how to reach the peak of stimulation, because you work at it meticulously. You can be extremely active-never tiring out. Your duties and responsibilities take precedence over everything else. You may have difficulty getting emotionally close to people.
JANUARY
Ambitious and serious
Loves to teach and be taught
Always looking at people's flaws and weaknesses
Likes to criticize
Hardworking and productive
Smart, neat and organised
Sensitive and has deep thoughts
Knows how to make others happy
Quiet unless excited or tensed
Rather reserved
Highly attentive
Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds
Romantic but has difficulties expressing love
Loves children
Loyal
Needs to improve social abilities
Easily jealous
Capricorn:
Turn ons
Capricorn are strong and dependable hence if you want to put your money on anyone it is of course this zodiac sign no matter how many difficulties (that incidentally are many) The goat has to undertake to achieve the goals. They are practical and conservative in their outlook and they expect you to blend in their color. They set certain standards for themselves in their life and they will always try to maintain those standards. For them social status and image is very important in life.
Turn offs
Do not expect a Capricorn mate to open their heart and pour everything to you. They are very secretive and reserved people. They are very thorough in all their affairs and hate any kind of sloppiness. Capricorn is very tightfisted and economical. Do not expect lavish gifts from them and if they do give you any gift (that is very rare) it will have some practical use (no romance please) but that does not mean you will be deprived of anything on the contrary you will be well provided.
i find it rather true for me though .
i mark it 70 % . lolls !
hmms ~
INTERESTING !
alrites !
msges tiime :
marmie ; jess :
thanks you for understanding how i felt at that moment of time. i understand wad u mean and i understand how u felt .
dun mind if i say this & i dun even noe if i'm right . forgive me if im wrong .
urre parents only care for themselves and not truely for you .
your mom doesnt understands you .
she goes by her ways .
always ended up u being angry wid her .
hurting ur feelings .
both of them always made their own decisions without your permission .
sometimes i felt,
do they even respect you & treated you as one family before ?
do they even understand you & knows wad you wan ?
wads ur decision is like ?
how u truely felt ?
you are so tight up wid them dat sometimes u just wanna let out .
i know your situation is worse than me .
it gibs me a deep though as well .
thanks marmie for sharing it wid me .
i truely understand .
not to worry !
i will definately treasure them wid all my heart.
afterall they are still my family .
they are the ones who brought me up .
i ve straighten up my thoughts.
so, dun worry abt me alrights ?
theres one thing i nd to tell you .. and that is.
if you realli love [ him ] ,
i guess its fast if you realli tell him how u realli felt abt him by showing him concern & not hiding it.
[ he ] is confused right now . [ he ] loves you bud yet he doesnt understands you . sometimes he wants to help you bud yet you turn away . mayb one day , you can express out ur feelings for [ him ] yea ? let it all out . it'll definately make you feel better . let him understands you more .
i wish you two the best !
tml is your engagement anniversary . cOngrats to you ! hope the two of you enjoy yourselves okays ? show me the pics if can. i wanna see them ! =)) .
&
all the best for your new job on mOn ..
LOVE YOU ALWAYS ! <3>
to adrian :
i hope you are feeling better for now after reading jia en's blog . guess now, you haf finally understand why did the two of you broke off . i am truely sorry for not being there for you when u felt so miserable ytd as i was too tired . i broke my words .
i know that you ve been trying hard to forget her bud u seriously cld not . you are trying very hard to move on . i can tell . all i can say is that is the time that matters. i know its seriously very difficult to forget the person whom you once deeply in love . i understand . just try . slowly alrites ?
reason why she doesnt wanna meet you is becos she wants you to forget her and also the reason why i didnt wan to help you in meeting her is becos i am afraid, once you meet her you may miss her more. you may not even wan to forget her and carry on waiting for her . plus, i seriously dun wanna betray my fren's trust by asking her to meet you instead of meeting me. giving that kind of surprise, she may hate me more . i deeply apologised for not helping you on that . you know dat she is one of my closest fren . i cant afford to do that .
couples doesnt wanna meet each other nor contact each other after they broke off is becos :
1) hatred
2) sense of guilt
3) lost of love
4) third party
5) etc ..
it takes some time before they can be frens again . it haf to depends on how bad the situation is as well . some can be frens after they broke off.
to summarise it :
depends on how the situation is .
guess i haf answered the questions that you asked me. if there's still more, just feel free to ask me . i may not be able to reply you personally thru phone chat bud i promise you i'll definately reply either thru msn or email if you nd privacy alrites ?
i promise you , you secrets wld be well kept wid me if you trust me .
meanwhile, take realli good care of yourself .. espeically ur back which you just got injured. visit the doctor if it get worse alrights ?
wish you ..
ALL THE BEST !
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